Sunday, August 31, 2008

Firstly, Happy Merdeka!
Morning, money $$ received from the uncle who bang my car,
still left extra money $$ after the repairment cost.
1st earn of today. $$
Curtin Carnival attended in the afternoon.
Overall, is sucks.
One stall attracted - Tattoo stall.
Is real tattoo stall man..is not those air spray stuff.
A gal was sitting there,
The guy with tattoo on both his hands is tattoo"ing" her back!
OH GOSH..Cant believe!
The gal seems no feelings.
Playing sms on her hands.
Man, not brave enough to have one.
But soon~~ Yea!
Heavy Rain Tonight.
Next location- Fren's Gf's house.
Gambling section + Drinking section.
All only 4games for RM5,
Double paid got! %$$
Blackjack & Wu Long
*GOSH..HAP HAP*
2nd earn for today. $$
Driving home happily because..wakakak
I was dancing and singing into my room,
saw something yellow on the table.
JESUS, Digi phone bill.
Okay.. money is going out.
BUT
I am still so high tonight~

Saturday, August 30, 2008

An ordinary person. I am
Sweet talker couldnt apply on me.
Something unusual happened tonight.
In the cold midnight, It comes to me again.
In the past, I thought is desperation working.
Until last night, the feelings is confirmed.
Tonight, Words are out from my mouth,
at least they are listened in one's ears.
Words couldnt define my feelings.
Heart is opened for you.
But, we are far apart.
I am just trying
to tell out
feelings.
*W*


WHD 1881 - My Baby.
I guess everyone knows I heart this car a lot.
Recently, bad things happened on me.
bad things happened on my baby too.
My baby used to be pretty n gorgeous.
But coz of me..
Everyday think think think when driving,
made her become scratched a lot.
Now she has scratched at the front right part,
coz of me BANG fren's gate.
Before that, BANG a motorbike at a roundabout.
Moreover, she has scratch n crack at the back right side bumper.
Coz of me..HIAO!!!
Tonight, something happened on her too.
I parked my car at rainforest,
right behind nana's car.
Got a car beside nana wanna reverse.
*BANG!!!!!*
WOw... I threw off my cig, turned back..
My heart is bleeding..
:" Baby.....not again?`?!?~?!~??!~?"
I ran to there.
Surprisingly, is only a bit scratched at my light.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
My mind has a bad idea!!!
I said the bumper crack is done by him (The Mabuk Driver)
EKEKKEKEe..
Therefore, I am going to have a brand new bumper tml!!
Yeap Yeap!
Dunno should say lucky or unlucky!
Anyway, I hope me and my baby lucky always.
Baby, I promised will get u new tinted windows soon..
Muaks...

Thursday, August 28, 2008

28/08/2008 Ruey Shian 's Birthday.

Because of she has bday celebration with her family on the exact date,

Therefore we celebrate on 27/08/08, at weichen's house.

Me, a punctual person. Same go to Mummy fang.

Chen informed us to reach at 6pm.

We are the earliest. Early dao when we reached chen's house,
chen is not home yet!
The others? haih.. dunno wad time just reach.
But i dunno why i stil be punctual all the times.

In this photo,

Ruey Shian is eating her foods without bothering me.

And I look like I am crying.

But, the fact is she just finished crying.
And i am teasing her.

Surprisingly, she cried when she received my Ah Gor's call.

Wuahhahahahahhahaha.

My turn to tease her back!! Who asks her love to bully me a lot!!!

yeyeyeye.. cry bun!!!

Ehem,

Lady above is such a hot chick also.

Long time no see her,

She added on something on her body.

Hahahhaa.. u know i know lar..

18th hour, I at home.
Tv, Sleep, Laptop ( my three best frens ever )
My phone seems to be my best fren.
but it seems prefer to keep silent all the times now.
Yea, couldnt deny that I really feel lonely.
Very lonely.
I hate holidays.
I hate being at home.
I am so stressed at home.
Once she is back,
I even more depressed.
I hate the car horn outside.
I hate the neighbourhood kids.
They are just fucking annoying.
Leave me alone.
*Wei is died, a creature which is named nobody*

Wednesday, August 27, 2008


Do you still remember this?
You have changed,
From a lazy text person, to a person cant live without phone.
I realised every single minute, you are holding it.
You text when you are on phone,
You text when you are eating,
anytime, anywhere..
You have changed,
From a person who no breakfast , to a person with breakfast.
I start wondering.. and thinking..
The switching cost can be so high.
I admit I am unstable today.
The one I loved is not the one the person is now.
wei, move on..
pls move on..
Leave miri to explore more.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

#Taken Rex Box ( Room : Malaysia )
Heard something from Wenzi,
Having the same feelings as what she has.
We are just fine.
Because we know that there are angels around us.
We do not put the blame on others.
We just tell ourselves that we chose a better way to get over.
We club at the same time but different places.
We spend quite a same amount in the club with different currency.
Sorry I cant be there for you,
when you face the same problem with me.
Anyway, I thank you for being my companion when i need u.
Overall, you are a nice gal.
To communicate with me well,
pls improve ur typing skill.
Hahaha..
Wenzi, Jia You!
I made it, you can also.


Monday, August 25, 2008

Rainning outside, songs are playing ( James Blunt's ),
Chatting with friends, texting with friends, reading people's blog.
Still it couldnt cure my loneliness at the night.
Phobia of facing square things.
Emo comes, emo brings along his friends also.
Emo just wanna to add on more Emo on me.
sigh.. no much mood to blog.
that 's all..

Sunday, August 24, 2008

I always seek for something that stabs my heart.
I am still smiling although the pain of my throat is killing me.
I am glad to have the past moment.
Thanks for what you are giving me now and in the past.
Let me see the fact of a real love.
*****************************************************
Just wondering how meaningless is a relationship~
Building up a relationship, is aint easy.
Maintaining a relationship is even more harder.
But ending up a relationship is simple than everything.
Just a few words ended up everything.
Without recalling the past, look forward to the future.
Sometimes, I am really speechless.
The more I say, people will think I am childish.
But in another way, I think my words is correct in certain ways.
I do not need your agreement.
This is just my judgement.
I judge in a better way.
I share out everything in my blog.
Not because I am a spreader, am just a blogger.
Surprisingly, no much feelings I have tonight.
Unfortunately, my feet been stepped on by Sam.
Unconciously, I am quite happy and high.
Luckily, I have knew some new friends there.
They are fun and cute.

From you and yours 's eyes,
I can feel the evil smiles of love.
I think I am fading away from you.
Out of my expectation, it can be so fast~
Feeling good~

Saturday, August 23, 2008


Life is on my hand.
Doubting my heart.
Is that love or just missing the feelings?
If that is a love, I won have such feelings that i never have before.
If that is only missing, the feelings won so strong.
Character changed, I was the one for not putting on faith on you.
But now you take turn. Out of my expectation.
Judging bout my personality obviously without caring bout my feelings.
This is you that I never seen before.
Sorry, blames should be on me for the past.
I am fine without you.
Is this truly from my heart?
I can handle the feelings when attentions seeking occurs.
I will be fine or I am fine now?
Could I just disappear from you forever?
I start doubting myself.
Maybe I should be say I am fading away.
Or maybe my behaviour is just being unconsciously.
I am on my path to smile.
I am on my way to fight for my future.
I am just alone.

Friday, August 22, 2008

Smiles could not replaced the feelings
which living at the deeper side of my heart
There are something new for me to discover.
Maybe it could be something better.
But, I think there is not a need.

This doesnt mean that I am not brave enough to discover.
Is that I have found one which suits me the most.
Is enough for me. I didnt request more.
Times cure everything but at the same time also add on feelings.
You are my angel. =)

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Wei is back.
different look of wei is up there. *enjoy*
During the Acc lecture i was having just now,
I totally cant concerntrate in the class although my mid term is coming.
I think should be i get used to attend two classes a day,
that's y i get so exhausted.
Here we go to the Main Point.
I did something silly in the lecture.
Although it is silly,
but it does helps it making me smile n cheer me up.
Ehem.
I was imagining my future in the lecture.
In one and half hour,
What i do is enjoying myself in the imagination.
Hahhahaaaaa.
I imagined how my future is.
How bright it is.
where will I live? is at western country.
At that moment, i have my own stable financial.
I have fullfilled all my wishes.
except for ONE.
That one I am not going to share it here.
Because I used to be one's secret so let it be forever.
I made myself living in the imagination.
I feel sweet and chilling.
Even when i was driving home, I also think till I smile out loudly.
I am really much better, considered Okay now.
Anyway, Let's it be a motivation to go on my life.

Tonight, my topic is BBN
Bratz, Bestie, Nengs
During this period of time,


I feel i am being loved all the times.


Tears is rolling everytime i think of them.


To express my thanks to them,


I decided to blog.


Words are easier in expressing.


Of course, I do not hope to let them hav a chance


to see i cry in front of them.


Wakaka.



Among them, Dcukie Ing.

The most silent one, also the most powerful one.

Once Ing opened her mouth and shoot me,

I would never have the chance to defend.

I would totally like a little brother listening to the big brother.

Her words kill me always,

but also the most powerful one.

She is straight forward.

The only person that can shame me without caring anything.

This call Bratz? *ai ni ai ni o!*

Thanks Ing Ing. I Love You.

Secondly, Rabbie Jia. ( Odie )

The most talkative one and most close feelings one.

During this period of time,

She is always be there for me.

Although she is spliting into four,

but she still try her best to be my companion.

She makes me love her sometimes,

also hate her sometimes.

But, I love her more now.

Thanks, Odie. I Love You.

*Sorry for displaying your ugly photos, i know you sure gonna complain.

But nevermind, we take more photos from now on.*


Thirdly, Scukie Chen.

The most expressive one and most lovely one.

Although her words are quite not as powerful as Dcukie,

But from her words,

you can know how nice person she is.

She accompany me all the nights through webcam.

Honestly, your words are too deep and meaningful.

She sees me being emo, She also together emo with me.

How cute and silly is my Suckie.

Thanks Scukie, I Love You.


Lastly, My Nengs.

The Biggest Jie Jie for me = Mit The Shell ( D*a Neng )

The most naggy and caring one.

Although she loves to nag, mumble, scold, complain me,

But i still love her.

Because I love to get her attentions.

Enjoy being treated like a small kid.

I know you sayang me a lot. Really I do.

Let's me be your forever small kid.

Let's fight again when you are in the mood.

Thanks Lou. I Love You.

The another Jie Jie = Bao Ching ( Bao Neng )

The most fierce one and "Lao Gin"

Although she always keep her mouth shut,

showing her fierce face.

But her hugs are always warm.

Thanks for always give me hugs when see me,

also lending me your ears in the phone.

Thanks Bao Neng. I Love You.

The most Ngiao Ji Jie Jie = Kat ( Chin Neng )

The most naughty and playful one.

Although she is non stop hyper, non stop eating,

She is a caring person too.

Thanks for consulting me in Msn.

Thanks Chin Neng. I Love You.

The most Extreme Jie Jie = Elaine ( Laine Neng )

The most bully me one.

Although her words are mean, straight forward.

Do hurt me sometimes.

But that 's her way she express her concerns

so i never blame her.

Thanks for be my companion at Park City Hotel.

Thanks Laine Neng. I Love You.

Monday, August 18, 2008

When he is climbing out from the dark black hole,
He suddenly think of something.
He doesnt want to find out the answer ord.
But the answer comes itself.
Just a few second,
He found out who is that person.
Hahaha..
The person who is counted as related to him.
Same smile.
Both of them are connected although far.
Hahaha..
Unexpected.
Sad.
Extreme.
Down.
Everything comes.
Lousy him.
Thanks,
Words from you ended up everything.
I tend to be calm,
be Quiet , I do not want to be expressive more.
I am waiting times to take away everything.
I really feel much better right now.
Forgive me for being down in a sudden.
I just afraid being alone.
God, please do not arrange any fate between us anymore.
We met twice today.
God, if you wish i will be fine.
Please do not adjust those fates to me anymore.
Dream God you also,
stop putting someone in my dreams anymore.
Is suffering when i wake up.
I cried for every moment that i feel lonely.
Last time , i wasnt like that.
I don even cry when i watched touching movies.
Now, seems my emotional button switched on.
I start thinking when i watch sweet parts of the movie,
I cried when i watch those touching parts.
I am a Cry Baby now.
Everyday, I am running the same routine alone.
Now, I just know how much i scare the feelings of driving up campus alone.
I really scared.
Thanks Marie for by my side.
Although friends are always around,
but i still feel lonely.
Friends couldnt cure my specific term of Lonely.
No matter how unhappy am I in this semester,
I will still try my best to do well in my studies.
Wei, you will be fine * I Love You *

Sunday, August 17, 2008

During the past period of time,
I was feeling myself sometimes in the heaven, sometimes in the hell.
What i realised now is i brought myself all the way to hell.
Is ain't easy to say :" I will get over. "
yes, friends do by my side always but i still feel lonely.
yes, you have no wrong coz you are single now.
But what i think is everything ends up too fast, comes too fast.
I couldnt handle the feelings when i saw those things which beat me down.
I am a loser.
I cant see there is anything i will get from you after big changes
As you said bad outshines goods.
I was forcing myself to do the things you are doing now.
But i just cant do it.
Your face will popped out.
Sweet memories come together.
Maybe you have no feelings to see me doing things that you are doing now.
You are more mature.
I am just childish.
Am just like a car stopping at the traffic lights,
even the light has turned to Green.
But i still remains moveless.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Wahahhahahaha
I Love Rabbie Liew,
I Love Cabbage Wong,
I Love everyone.
But not you anymore~
*Bitch*
Three answers most scared by men
(1)随 便 (Whatever)
男 : Men: What to have for dinner?
女:Women: Whatever..
男:Men: Why not we have steamboat?
女:Women: Don't want, eat steamboat later got pimples on my face
男:Men: Alright, why not we have Si Chuan cuisine
女:Women: Yesterday ate Si Chuan, today eat again?
男:Men: Hmm..... I suggest we have seafood
女:Women: Seafood not good also, later I might got diarrhea
男:Men: Then what you suggest?
女:Women : Whatever..
(2)都行 (Anything)
男:Men: So what should we do now?
女:Women: Anything
男:Men: How about watching movie? Long time we didn't watch movie
女:Women: Watching movie not good, waste time only
男:Men: How about we play bowling, do some exercises?
女:Women: Exercise in such hot day? Don't u feel tired?
男:Men: Then we find a café and have drink
女:Women: Drink coffee will affect my sleep
男:Men: So, what you suggest then?
女:Women: Anything!!!
(3)看你 (You decide)
男:Men: Then we just go home lo
女:Women: You decide
男:Men: Let's take a bus, I will accompany you
女:Women: Bus is dirty and crowded. Don't want la
男:Men: Ok we will take Taxi
女: Women: Not worth it la... for such a short distance
男:Men: Alright, then we walk lo. Take a slow walk
女:Women: So hungry, empty stomach how to walk?
男:Men: Then what you suggest?
女:Women: You decide
男: Men: Let's have dinner first
女:Women: Whatever...
男:Men: Eat what?
女: Women: Anyting
真正的浪漫是?
浪漫是早上醒來,枕邊人輕吻自己的面頰。
浪漫是病到床上,情人煲來一碗難吃的粥。
浪漫是做菜時,情人在身旁囉囉嗦嗦。
浪漫是洗碗碟時,情人輕輕從後抱著自己,談著一天所發生的事。
浪漫是聽著悅耳的音樂,和情人擁著起舞。
以上全部都不完全正確......
今天見到一個很浪漫的情境。
地鐵車廂內不很擠迫。一對年過八十的公公婆婆坐在車頭其中的一張長椅上。
「是不是下一個站?」婆婆瞇起雙眼看著高高的路線圖,帶點迷惘的說.
公公猶豫了一會,表現肯定的說:「是,沒錯!」
儘管他的臉上也帶著不肯定。
就像男孩子要挺身而出保護小女孩,儘管心中有點膽 怯,但也硬撐著一樣。
列車快到站,婆婆站起來。明顯地,婆婆的雙腳是有毛病的,她一柺一柺的在顛簸 的
車廂內向車門走去。
公公立即站起來去幫婆婆,但其實自己也站得不穩。
「停定才起來吧。」婆婆努力扶著,一邊望著地上 ,一邊對公公說。
車停了,人潮陸續離開車廂,唯有婆婆仍努力的走向車門,而公公則靜靜扶著她。 車
卡與月台之間有一條大空隙,對於婆婆來說是一個難題。
即將關門的信號響起,公 公 忽然一個箭步,一腳踏在月台,一腳站在車廂,手緊緊的抓著婆婆的手,讓婆婆走 上月台。
月台上,公公的手依然緊握著婆婆,瞇起眼睛四處張望,找到了要走的方向 ,便蹣跚地帶著婆婆,一步步慢慢走著。
公公沒有說一句話,但就好像已告訴了婆婆:「不用擔心,我會打點一切,保護著 你。」
婆婆沒有說一句話,袛是望著地上的路走著:「一切都依你的C」
原來…… 浪漫是我雖有缺陷,但你總對我不離不棄。
浪漫是遇到困難,你總會抓緊我。
浪漫是多難走的路,你總在旁照料著我。
浪漫是人生將到盡頭,仍有你牽著我的手。
浪漫是能執子之手,與子偕老.....

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

HENRY CAVILL
People, mai kinteo.
I am showing the man photo doesnt mean he is my BF.
Wakakaka
He is the guy who do launching for dunhill.
Why do people smoke?
Is that because they want to get closer with this guy?
NO!!!!
Pro smokers will only answer you
:"Smoke for no reasons"
Middle class people would answer you
:"coz of stressed"
PPL..ever realised stressed is not a good reason?
Reverse the S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D is D.E.S.S.E.R.T.S
Recently, there are couples who broke up coz of the reason of smoke.
For guy, smoke is not a big deal?
Sense of man? a guy? face problem?
For gals, smoke is a big deal.
Imagine, ur gf gonna sniff d smell of cig from ur body owes.
Soon, she wil get sicked.
That smell is stinks. Believe me.
Only people who no smoke know which kind of smell is that.
Wan ur gf to be second hand smoker?
Wan her die faster?
wah..like this u really dun love her lor..
Guys, u know gal is sensitive animal.
They mind the tiny things.
She bought u perfume that she likes.
Is coz they wan to seek for comfortable smell from ur body ma!
Help to build up the sweetness between u two.
So pls tolerate. U may smoke when u r clubbing lar.
Coz impossible ur gal can sniff ur body smell when in da club.
In another word,
Cigaratte is something same as L.O.V.E
Why do i say so?
You know smoking is not good for health.
but u still go for it.
You know love is hurts in another way oso.
but u still go for it.
Why? u know that is hurts u, y u still go?
I bet there is no answer.
Conclusion <>

Dunhill Light = The Blue colour packing of cigaratte doesnt mean it gives u a sky. A refreshing feel. It will only makes your tongue get tasteless. Make u no appetite to eat anything. That 's y ppl say smoking can help in diet.

This type of cig is for quiter. Those who do not want to strong. Taste bitter n light.

Secondly, Dunhill menthol. Green colour packing also doesnt mean it is environmental friendly product. After smoke it, you won feel you are running free like a horse in the field. It will only makes u dizzy.

There is another kind who quite similiar is Dunhill menthol light.

The differences is Dunhill menthol gives more cold feel. Stronger feeling that u eat Mantos.

Well, Dunhill Menthol Light is the combination of Dunhill Menthol & Dunhill Light.

Smoking it you will have both feelings.

Special recommended to Ladies.

Oh ya. Guys pls do not take menthol too much~

According to research, it is believe that it brings impact on ..*ehem*..

Lastly, DUNHILL KING SIZE .

WOW, as u can see from d name. u will know that it is the KING of dunhill.

This type of dunhill is the strongest.

When u smoke in ur lung, u can feel how it drift in ur mouth to your throat n ur lungs.

Its lovers are mostly Men.

Red colour packing doesnt mean it will show ladies how HOT are you.

It will only brings u bad breath. Breath like Shit inside your mouth.

P/S : I am seriously announce that i wan to quit smoking. I know i had been announced many times. But i mean it. I grow up already. I have to learn mean my word. Friend, give me one more chance. TQ.

*DING ding DING ding*
This sort of annoying sound keep replaying in one's heart.
Bad feelings coming, Sour of heart coming.
One become jealous.
Someone says alcohol and cig cure your broken heart.
in fact, it aint a good way.
It just will add on more.
There are ways to forget someone or something,
just depends you are willing to forget or not.
I am a human being.
I cant hide my feelings so well.
I couldnt put all of my attention to another one.
If i could, i wont be so suffering.
Regard to my bestie case,
she is having love phobia.
Quite funny
But i think i am having the phobia soon.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

It is a freaking hot and boring and lonely Sunday.
People with no friend deserved to have such a sad day.
Being random and extreme is always my well known personality.
Made up mind to give a call to get a date.
Keep been rejected since last night.
Sorry, i dun wish to be the bulb or being thick face.
I am just too bored.
I am sorry.
Give me times,
I will get over.
Goodbye Miri.
i decided to leave you.
You gave me too much of sweet memories.
I cant soak myself into it from now on.
God please fullfill my wish.
The Camera Woman - Suckie Wong
Love her the second most.
Hahahahahha.
Muaks
WowWow..See all the plates with blue,red,yellow and green

Total amount : 14 blue, 6 red, 2 green, 1 yellow

Salmon head and salmon sashimi

Also tempura...etc

photos are not taken

Coz we were starving.

We love Salmon.

Ruey Shian,


A Gal who loves to laugh at me


Without giving me face.


Hate her Lots.


Random Shot by chen,


Mic n Via at the back there.


Love this photo a bit


people owes think lulu is larlar,


larlar is lulu.


They are not sisters but they jus look alike in few ways.


Sexy babes




This is one of my love,

Big mouth Lou.

Big sister who loves to nag me

But i enjoy myself being nag.

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Another shot of my loved pants again.
Never know it is so nice.


Group Photo

Not need to introduce much

Coz they are famous in my blog


The Smallest one.

who bully me a lot one.

Olivia Ting Mek Mek

Via Neng.

Lion Queen

One of my love,

The one who always share me her ears.

Shut her mouth up

Bao Neng

*She looks sweet and lady in this photo, CREDIT*

Friday, August 8, 2008

08/08/08
Yea.. i gonna stay at home alone tonight.
Unlike others having so much plans..
"Something that used to be urs be taken by others"
Wat would you feel?
Pls concern my feelings. Pls.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Camera Gal: Emily chua yi feng
Rating : ???

Here you go , Emily.

Special for you again.

Make you touched till cannot.

Hahaha...

Just so bored so edit some photos which we taken at airport this morning.


07 August 2008

Erm.. What should i named this date?

A date that started my boring and lonely days?
Emily is leaving to Kl to continue her studies.
Rabbie Jia is going to Kl to arrange her studies stuffs.
They are both in the same flight.
This morning, i set up two alarms to make sure i manage to wake up at the early morning which is 8o'clock.
It has been long time ago i go airport to send others off.
I wonder when is my turn to let others send me off.
I think until that day, i will be leaving miri alone.
Coz i have no faith in friends. Hardly go get a close fren.
Emily, thanks for the days you accompany me to get over.
Thanks for the bracelet. i know you scare i kena people hit one day so u bought me that.
Thanks for the handphone hanger, cd n stuffs.
Wish you all the best over there. Start your new life?
haahhaa... you know what i mean!
See you next year!

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

貪心蜈蚣
據說上帝在創造蜈蚣時,並沒有為牠造腳,但是牠仍可以爬得和蛇一樣快速。有一天,牠看到羚羊、梅花鹿和其他有腳的動物都跑得比牠還快,心裡很不高興,便嫉妒地說:「啍!腳愈多,當然跑得愈快。」
於是,牠向上帝禱告說:「上帝啊!我希望擁有比其他動物更多的腳。」
上帝答應了蜈蚣的請求。祂把好多好多腳放在蜈蚣面前,任憑牠自由取用。
蜈蚣迫不及待地拿起這些腳,一隻一隻地往身體貼上去,從頭一直貼到尾,直到再也沒有地方可貼了,牠才依依不捨地停止。
牠心滿意足地看著滿身是腳的自己,心中暗暗竊喜:「現在我可以像箭一樣地飛出去了!」
但是,等牠一開始要跑步時,才發覺自己完全無法控制這些腳。這些腳劈哩啪啦地各走各的,牠非得全神貫注,才能使一大堆腳不致互相絆跌而順利的往前走。
這樣一來,牠走得比以前更慢了。
當慾望產生時,再大的胃口都無法填滿。然而,貪多的結果真快樂嗎?真的是最好的嗎?學習接納自己、欣賞自己,使我們能從慾念的無底深淵中得到釋放與自由。
兩隻青蛙
有兩隻青蛙不小心掉到一桶牛奶中,其中一隻認為沒有生路了,必死無疑,沒掙扎多,就放棄希望,沉到桶底下。
另一隻青蛙,不甘心就此罷休,繼續踢動雙腳,牛奶經牠一再的攪拌,居然逐漸結成奶油,等奶油變硬後,青蛙雙腳一躍,輕易的就跳出桶子。
面對絕境,你可以再堅持一下,奇蹟總是在意想不到中出現。不管事情的結果如何,最起碼我曾努力過,心中也無遺憾。
 
牆上的美鈔
有一個寡婦辛苦地把她的獨生子養大成人,出國留學且學有所成,在美國一家知名的公司任職,而他的母親卻仍一個人過著孤苦伶仃的生活,因此常向她的鄰居抱兒子不孝。
她的鄰居說:「妳兒子不是常常寄東西回來給妳嗎?」
但是她說:「對啊!他常常寄一些花花綠綠的外國人照片給我,我不知道那些照片有什麼用,所以都把它貼在牆壁上補破洞。」
鄰居進屋子?堣@看,牆壁上竟然全部都是百元美鈔。
「身在福中不知福」,幸福往往就隱藏在我們的四周,仔細地用心找看看,換一個方式去體會,你將會發現上蒼並沒有虧待你。
天下第一棋手
清朝名臣左宗棠喜歡下棋,而且棋藝高超,少有敵手。
有一次他微服出巡,在街上看到一老人擺棋陣,並且在招牌上寫著:「天下第一棋手」,左宗棠覺得老人太過狂妄,立刻前去挑戰,沒有想到老人不堪一擊,連連敗北。左宗棠洋洋得意,命他把那塊招牌拆了,不要再丟人顯眼。
當左宗棠新疆平亂回來,見老人居然還把牌子懸在那裡,他很不高興,又跑去和老人下棋,但是這次竟然三戰三敗,被打得落花流水。第二天再去,仍然慘遭敗北,他很驚訝老人為什麼這麼短的時間內,棋藝能進步如此地快?
老人笑著回答:「你雖然微服出巡,但我一看就知道你是左公,而且即將出征,所以讓你贏,好使你有信心立大功。如今已凱旋歸來,我就不敢客氣了。」左宗棠聽了心服口服。
謙虛是一種美德,也是一種智慧,一時的相讓可以顧全大局。此時是否有事情正讓你為難,「退一步路,海闊天空」,讓這老人的智慧成為我的智慧。
 


馬鈴薯
有一天,有位老師叫班上每個同學各帶個大袋子到學校,她還叫大家到雜貨店去買一袋馬鈴薯,大家就以為老師發神經病,或她對馬鈴薯有特殊的喜好。
第二天上課時,老師叫大家給自己不願意原諒的人選一個馬鈴薯,將這人的名字以及犯錯的日期都寫在上面,再把馬鈴薯丟到袋子裡,這是我們這一週的作業。
第一天還蠻好玩的,快放學時,我的袋子裡已經有了九個馬鈴薯,珍說我新理的頭髮很醜,巴比打了我的頭,吉米雖然知道我必需提高平均分數,卻不肯讓我抄他的作業...每件事都讓我欣然地丟個馬鈴薯到袋子裡,還發誓絕不原諒這些對不起我的人。

下課時,老師說在這一整週裡,不論到哪兒都得帶著這個袋子。我們扛著袋子到學校,回家,甚至和朋友外出也不例外,好啦!一週後,那袋馬鈴薯就變成了相當沉重的負荷,我已經裝了差不多五十個馬鈴薯在裡面,真把我壓垮了,我等不及這項作業快結束,第二天老師問:你們知道自己不肯原諒別人的結果了嗎?會有重量壓在肩牓上,你不肯原諒的人愈多,這個擔子就愈重,對這個重擔要怎麼辦呢?老師停了幾分鐘讓我們先想一想,然後她自己回答:...放下來就行了。
有很多時都應該懂得放下。
The cold midnight,
been poured cold water.
The only thing the lonely man got,
been take away.
In the end, criticism been received as a reward.
Soon,
No feelings.
Being extreme is not a criminal.
In this realistic world,
bad things would always been listed clearly at the top,
Good things always at the bottom.
Missunderstanding occurs,
Friendship destroyed.
Stupid human communication,
the hardest knowledge in the world.

Monday, August 4, 2008

According to my previous blog, i did mentioned that my mom's car tyre pump chet.
Tonight, i gonna share with you all about my dad's car tyre pump chet story.
This story is quite scaring. Kids under 12 years old is allowed to read with parents beside.
This morning, my dad heard a sharp scream sound of cat when he started engine.
Oh gosh, there was a kitten hide in the engine and been killed of the engine. How sad right?
Therefore, he couldnt use his ride to send my little brother to school so he used my car.
When he is back, he saw his car tyre all pump chet with no reasons.
four tyres totally flat and cant be used anymore.
Can anyone explain to me why?
I believe the cat must be taking revenge on my dad's ride.
Bless you little friend!
12.23am 4/8/08
For those who knows me well, wei is the kind of "old folks" who sleep damn early everynight,maybe around ten something? Frens are owes enjoying chatting at msn while i am sleeping. but now i am totally upside down. Since ages ago, i started my lonely midnight life. I always on my msn so that i can keep in touch with my frens. but seems my msn is dead, is owes i go n nudge people but not as last time den, only ppl nudge me. Same as tonight..Lonely^^
It has been a week i talked phone with fren everynight but tonight i do not. All blame myself for being last minute. At first, there is a fren who i can call n talk phone but i didnt complete my exercise so i told her tat i will call her back later. Who knows~ when i was calling her, my phone displayed " Waiting ". AISKSS...is too late! end up, i am lonely here chatting with wei chen and smsing with jia jia. I watched a movie tonight at cineplex = tHE Mummy. Is a great movie for me. I do not have much mood in illustrating it. because i wish to sleep now so much but mentally cant. physically is tired like hell coz of my mom. Ya, this afternoon when i was heading to town area , wanted to give emily a surprise. sudden, i received a call from mom, tot she wana to blame me for out going. who knows she told me her car "bam jet". i rushed to there and change the tyre for an hour. frens, pls praise me i am bravo coz i changed the tyre by myself. sorry that my post is damn messy coz i am really not in the mood. i used to think all the topics i wan to share out with my fren but tonight she is not free to be the listener. so i am telling out here. feel much better~ ciaoz..

Sunday, August 3, 2008

-W . I. N. G. S.-
When i was young, a young child with only a short n a singlet.
The one who loved to climb on the tree and look at the blue blue sky.
I was thinking if i have a pair of wings just like the bird upon the sky,
how nice would it be?
With a pair of wings, i can fly to anywhere i want.
I can have all the freedom i wish for.
I am 20 years old right now.
But, i think i am childish.
Yea, my parents are trying their best for letting me have my freedom.
with limitation. but i never satisfy.
because i think i deserved more freedom.
Today is Saturday night, youngster around are having fun out there.
REX BOX? BALCONY? THAI BAR?
*the 3 main places of night*
I wish to be a weekend clubbers, a daily smoker, a weekend alcoholic.
I dun hope to be Cinderella.
I hate it!
God, please bless me for having the freedom i want soon.

Saturday, August 2, 2008

J E A L O U S
is attached to me since years ago.
Let's say you have a bf / gf,
u would jealous he/she who approach ur bf / gf,
normal right?
Normally, you will put the blame on he/she who approach ur bf/gf right?
But, you think properly.
WHAT you should mind is how ur bf/gf thinking,
but not go and care he/she flirting ur bf/gf.
If ur bf/gf also meant to flirt with, is that worth for being jealous?
So what you go and beat he/she for the reason of they fall in ur bf/gf?
what for?
you think you beat them up, ur bf/gf will happy?
what you should do is stop your bf/gf fall in he/she!!
Prove to ur bf/ gf , how mature are you !!
Guys & Gals, have you ever test the feelings of being jealous?
have you ever seen the one you love flirting around?
Ya, i shouldnt be too extreme.
No matter how big the changes i made on my personality,
i would still jealous.
I am a human being with eyes, ears and heart.
With these organs, i can feel what you are thinking.
Currently, I don't know what character i am acting now.
Guess friends are guessing around there.
Above it my answer.
thanks for being concern.

Friday, August 1, 2008

Good morning anyone!! 10.26am!!
Today is Friday.
Although i am lack of sleep but still i am so high~
I woke up at seven this morning because i have class at eight.
I love the lecturer a lot..
He manages to get my attention , proved that he is quite Bravo
I am such a sleepy and lazy student.
I am now at computer lab,
waiting the times to pass *Tit Tat*
I have a nice hair today!!!
(someone praise me as well..EKEKEK)
But i saw "dirty thing" when i was at cafeteria,
i lost my appetite who saw it,
can see that how dirty n disgusting it is!
SUCKS MAN~~ FUCK UP~~~
p/s: REX BOX tonight!!
HOORAY!!