Just watched Money Not Enough,
kind of outdated yea~
Money seems to be so "Important"
When one's pocket no $,
He feels unsecured.
When one's pocket with $,
He feels secured,
But is he happy???
One of the scene in Money Not Enough,
the wife steal the money from her company,
just to help her husband to clear off bad debts.
From view of A,
This is power of love, money means nothing.
The one you loved is doing fine then enough.
The wife is seems to be so "Wei Da"
From view of B,
This is such a shame for a man!
Using gal's money is really such as an asshole.
As a man, no matter how poor are you.
Never ever go and cheat gal's money.
Somehow, I quite impressed to see what the wife done.
This is what we call
Love is Blind.
How to define Truth & Lies?
sometimes, a human knows that is a lie,
but he just go for it.
sometimes, a human knows that is a truth,
but he still ignore it.
The brain of human is too complicated.
Communication is the hardest thing in the world.
Anyway,
No regret for your past.
That is what I can say.

Sam Salter-Love Again

[Spoken]
Now this girl could have easily been
just another girl in tha black book
but what i loved about her most is that
she genuinly loved me for who i am
i mean i gave her all my love
but no matter how much i gave
she never asked for more than i could give
and i think thats what made me wanna take another chance on love

Now I can write a song about falling in love
But I can’t seem to find to find myself
So many times I wanted to say that u take my breath away
And I bathe in the past I won’t let go
But there’s something u need to know

Chorus
I just wanna love again
I’m sick and tired of tryin’ to pretend
That I don’t need love again
Cuz it hurts too much without love
I just wanna feel again
What it feels like to be in love
So I’m gonna let u in
And take another chance on love

Now I can be a million miles away
I’m own out desperate out lost in outer space
No matter how hard I fight it
I try to run away
Love tracks me down and grabs ahold
And sometimes just won’t let go

Chorus
I just wanna love again
I’m sick and tired of tryin’ to pretend
That I don’t need love again
Cuz it hurts too much without love
I just wanna feel again
What it feels like to be in love
So I’m gonna let u in
And take another chance on love
on love on love o-o-on love
and take another chance...

You are the wind beneath my wings
You are my soul my everything
You are the reason why I keep on trying
to fall in love one more time
Giving my heart my all to you
Baby there’s nothing I wont do for your love
Won’t do for your touch

Chorus
I just wanna love again
I’m sick and tired of tryin’ to pretend
That I don’t need love again
Cuz it hurts too much without love
I just wanna feel again
What it feels like to be in love
So I’m gonna let u in
And take another chance on love
On love... o-o-o-on love
And take another chance on love

Lots of word wish to be share.
The only one knows me,
is far apart from me..

Never know the pain of my heart,
will be your happiness.
The one who I am,
Can only be found in front of you..

Soul was broken into piece to piece,
It is combined as a soul which do not belongs to me.

The memories,
The things we did,
I locked inside my heart,
where I know I won't forget.

I have quit the game,
you're still playing it.
The game is still go on,
just the player has changed.

my love,
I am still here.
Just like how Dahua & Zaocai was.
*u evol i*

Her first photo in my blog

Adriana Shih

-Nana-

My coursemate, assignment mate, limteh mate,

clubbing mate, sing K mate, Rummy mate,

etc etc etc .

She has Silky Smooth hair *Zohan's voices*

His first photo in my blog also.

Kim Hwa

Took lonie's fake hair to play in an afternoon.

Laughters non stop when taking this photo.

HEHE.

This is my shorts!

My mouth too small,

When drink water ,

It poured on my shorts.

It looks like I PEE!

anyway, just sharing some photos.

Tonight, I have been the place which I didnt step in for ages

-------------Cinema (Starcineplex)------------------------

At first, I wanted to watch Deadrace but it is cancelled, so I watched "Awake". From the displayed poster outside the hall, I do not find it is nice and i feel it is something same with X-file which I found it is just so bored and lame. okay, Let's get in the story of the movie.

At the begining of the movie, a guy named Clay is soaking himself in the bathtub (dono hw to spell). When he is up from it, the galfren named Sam is right there. They kiss, hug, pamper etc.

While I am watching those scenes, my memory card starts functioning again. How wish I could turn to my right and whisper in the person's ear that I Love You. But, I didnt because there is noone for me to do so.

Clay has heart problem. He needs to do surgery to remove his weak heart and replaced by a new heart. Clay's mom found him a top surgery doctor and have enough experienced on such case. But, Clay just refuse to listen to her mom so he choosen his best fren-Jack to be his surgery doctor.

Sam is not accepted by Clay's mom. Clay's mom just do not wish to see they are together. The night before Clay do his surgery, Sam complains that she is so sick of being like this. She just wish that she can be Clay's gf publicly. Therefore, he brought Sam home and tell his mom that they have been together for one years. Clay's mom is so mad and got her tears rolling in her eyes, she says :" Once you are out of this door, you can just make any decision by yourself." Clay replies :"Mom, you have made enough decisions for my life." and takes Sam's hand and walks out from the door. Once he is out of the house, his heart start pain because he could not have strong feeling, it mays weaken his heart. Sam is nervous and comfort Clay just like a baby. She tells him :" Baby, you will be fine" *with hand on his face, sayang him*. Clay proposed Sam and Sam accept. They just go to church and hire a priest to witness their marriage right after the propose.

The next morning, Clay is ready for his surgery. Before he enters the surgery room. He kiss Sam just like a Goodbye kiss, is passionate. While he is sending in, he says :" see you later, wife." Sam:" say it again~" Clay:" WIFE ".

Clay is injected "ma zui yao" but the medicine do not make me totally sleep like a baby, physically he is slept but mentally he is awake. He can just listen to exactly what are his best fren-Jack, and other nurses conversation. And he can feel the pain of knife cutting his body. What is in his mind all the times is Sam's faces, those moments he spent with Sam. From their conversation, he just realised that Jack is not a good person. They are trying to inject some sort of medicine into Clay's heart to make him die. The reason they are doing so is because they want to get an amount from Clay to pay on their bad debts. Clay is so angry of being betrayed by his best fren, he tries his best to wake up. In the end, he just able to move his soul out of his body. He witness the evil side of his trusted friend including Sam. Unexpectedly, Sam does not love Clay. She is one of Jack's gang. That is so hurt for Clay, is really hurt. In the end, Clay's operation is not successful.

Clay's mom is about to collaspe. She finds out that Sam is a bad person from some sort of evidence she found in Sam's bag. She goes to the canteen in the hospital and swallow all the pill into her body to commit suicide. While she is doing so, she makes a phone call to her fren, the surgery doctor which she hopes Clay can let him do the surgery and tells him that Jack and Sam are killed Clay and ask him to come to the hospital right now. When her fren reached, she is dead and her fren move her into the Clay's operation room. The doctor is going to move the mom's heart to Clay's body.

Clay's mom soul meets Clay's soul.

Clay asks :" Why are you here? "

Mom says :" Without you, is meaningless for me to live on"

They chat about the past moment Clay had during his childhood. All the times, Clay is thinking that his dad is a good person and he never can compared with him. Is exactly not what Clay is thinking. Clay's dad is a drug addict and hit his mom always.

In the end of the story, mom's heart is successfully planted in Clay's body and Clay is awaken.

Readers, I am sorry. I guess you people must be blur because I didnt arrange well the storyline and explains in details about what is about to make it more interesting. My english is aint so good. If i have chinese star set up in my laptop, I think i can illustrate better in Chinese.

As a conclusion,

I love the scenes of Clay & Sam.

I love the way they talks.

I love the way they love each other.

I just loving that sort of couple feelings.

When Clay is reaching the dealth, his minds are all Sam.

Sam has reached an irreplaceable place in his heart.

Sam means everything for him.

I admit my tears is non stop dropping when watching those scenes.

I do not know how to illustrate better in words...

Is just I miss those feelings. I miss it.

When I am watching,

there is only one person pop out in my mind.

Is the only one..yes, i miss you.

From this movie, it strongly shows that family is the only one who love you the most.

How much Sam means for Clay but in the end Sam betrays him.

How ugly is Sam's heart?

How meaningless is the love.

Love is just a deal?

I do not know what should I describe Love.

For me, Love is something that I could not give it a description.

能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？

這個男孩太傻，為了一個不愛自己的人付出那麼多！....

現在應該很少這種人嚕..若他就在你身邊的話..記得珍惜他..
曾在女孩的記憶中，有那麼一個人。

「我現在喜歡的人，就是我前面的這位啦！」男孩大聲的說著，指著走在他前頭的女孩。

「神經病！」女孩嘀咕著，快速走開那群跟著起鬨的人群，只當男孩拿她開玩笑。

直到某一天，女孩收到了一封信。


『我是真的喜歡妳！我可以為妳做任何事，只要妳喜欢，我都會去做。
一封信就這樣，沒有署名，短短幾句話，但女孩卻知道是男孩寫的。
『那你能現在跳到馬路中央嗎？ 』
女孩在信紙背面寫上這句話，託人交給男孩。


「我能！妳看著。」男孩看了內容，當著她的面衝進馬路中央。

只聽見震聾欲耳的喇叭聲、刺耳的煞車聲、巨大的碰撞聲，以及映入女孩眼簾倒在血泊中的男孩。

「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」男孩的話救護車高亢的呼聲中，依舊清楚的傳入女孩耳中。

「是你們家的女兒要我們家的孩子衝進馬路中被車撞的！」
「胡說！明明是你們家的兒子自己衝進去的！」

「什麼胡說！他同學說的你們不是也聽見了嗎？我們家的孩子是看了你們女兒的信才衝進去的！」
「真的是這樣嗎？」女孩的母親回頭看著女孩。

「嗯。」女孩點了頭，淚水也在她低下頭的瞬間，滴上了那張寫著男孩與她的字的信紙，似乎也企圖抹殺掉發生的事實。

「你看吧！你們要怎麼賠我兒子的人生！他再也不能打籃球了．．．．．．」男孩的母親歇斯底里的大喊，哭倒在醫院冷硬的地板上。
「這．．．．．．」女孩的父母無言。

「我要你們的女兒陪著我的兒子，直到他再也不需要她的時候，這是你們女兒欠我們的！」男孩的父親說。

「不行！她不愛你兒子啊！你不能那麼自私！」女孩的母親不捨女孩受這種罪。

「好，我會陪著他。」在眾人驚訝的目光中，女孩答應了。


-------------------------兩年後------------------------


在公園的躺椅上，男孩和女孩靜靜的坐著，輕柔的風撫過他們疲憊的心。
「為什麼喜歡我？」女孩開口了。

「能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。」男孩淡淡的說。

「如果有一天我有喜歡的人了，你會放我走嗎？」女孩說。

「我從來沒有綁住過妳，是妳自己不放自己走的。」男孩說。
沒有交談了，只有風吹動落葉的颯颯聲。

男孩說對了，兩年前在他醒來後，他就解除了約定，但女孩始終將自己綁在男孩身邊，她愧疚，因為她的一句玩笑話，毀了男孩的夢，男孩再也不能打籃球了。

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然而故事卻不會永遠都是好結局，女孩的心給了另一個人，沒有給肯為她付出一切的男孩。


「你為什麼當初要聽我的話！你怎麼那麼笨！」女孩跪倒在地上哭泣。

「我．．．．．．只是愛妳。」男孩說，伸手想將女孩扶起。
「我不要你的愛！」女孩甩開男孩的手。


「你的愛太強烈，害慘了我，你知不知道啊！你知不知道啊！」女孩歇斯底里的哭喊著。
「我．．．．．．」男孩說不出話來。


「為什麼是我！為什麼是我！你為什要愛上我！我討厭你這樣！我討厭！討厭！」女孩用盡所有力氣大聲嘶吼，轉身跑了出去。

女孩的愧疚太深，她沒辦法打開心結，她因為責任而留在男孩身邊，直到她喜歡上別人了，她再也不能忍受不能和喜歡的人在一起的日子，所以她崩潰了，然而也傷了男孩的心。

女孩使勁的跑，用力的跑，淚水模糊她的視線，心中的煩亂讓她沒看對她迎面駛來的卡車．．．．．．
「小心！」伴隨著警告，有人推開了她。

熟悉的碰撞聲響起，再一次，女孩回頭看，再一次的看見倒在殷紅的血泊中。

「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」男孩說，嘔出一口血，昏了過去。

「不要！」女孩受不了再一次的刺激，她尖叫，使盡所有力氣的尖叫。

「太遲了，肋骨插進內臟，內出血止不住，沒救了。」
「那麼年輕就．．．．．．難道真的沒辦法了嗎？」

醫院裡的人議論紛紛，句句傳入女孩的耳中，她的淚水決提，濕了她的襯衫。


如果她當初能理智一點就不會發生了，如果男孩不要愛上她就好了，她哭，哭的歇斯底里，因為這次男孩真的要離開她了，他現在只能等待死亡。

「我想妳應該進去看他．．．．．．」男孩的父親說，他的悲痛清楚的寫在臉上。

「好．．．．．．」女孩語不成聲，她只能不停的流淚。
女孩進了病房，見到男孩蒼白的臉，她淚水流的更兇。
「不要哭．．．．．．」男孩心疼的舉手擦拭女孩的淚。
「你好傻．．．．．．」女孩哭個不停。

「或許吧．．．．．．這個給妳．．．．．．」男孩張開緊握的手，一封沾了血的信。


「這是最後一封了，好好的看好嗎？」男孩說，眼角留下一滴淚。


「好．．．．．．」女孩接下那封信，清澈的淚水滴在信封上，混著暗紅乾涸的血。
「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」


這是男孩的最後一句話，他再也不能待在女孩身邊，他走了，女孩昏了過去。

『給最愛的妳：

愛上妳，多半是痛苦，我知道妳的心永遠不會交給我，可是我還是好愛好愛
妳．．．．．．

當初如果知道我的行為會讓妳無法自由的飛，我不會去做。
妳知道嗎？只要妳高興，我真的能為妳做任何事。

我知道當妳看這封信時，妳已經有喜歡的人了，放自己自由好嗎？

不要在強迫自己留在我身邊，我希望妳能活的快乐。

不要問我為什麼那麼傻。

能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。

我會一直守護著妳，因為妳是我最愛的人，我真的能為妳做任何事，不管過了多少年，我都不曾改變。』


女孩收起了信，她的淚水已經不再流下，男孩離開她已經五年了，五年的時光也讓她從一個年輕的女孩蛻變為成熟的女人。

女孩的命，是男孩救的，但女孩的心，自始自終都不曾落在男孩身上。

『能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。』

在蔚藍的天空裡，風裡似乎帶來男孩的低語。

女孩不能選擇，男孩也不能選擇，谁都不能選擇。

*is for you, No Doubt*

JPJ sent me a LOVE letter.
Within one month,
If I didnt give him an answer,
He will continue send me again.
Stop Chasing me!!!!
Me & U is impossible..
*Sob Sob*

Recently, I am busy with assignments
assignments and assignments.
Now, I shouldnt be here because submission of an assignment is tomolo.
since fren start asking why no updating?
I am here to update again.
Enjoy listening songs recently.
Enjoy listen to the lyrics.
感情不在了, 承诺还重要吗?
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Loo's siblings.
Loo Ko Sing ( Elder Sis )
Loo Ko Vui ( Second one, me )
Loo Ke Sheng ( Little Brother )
Hereby, I represented my siblings to wish
Our beloved Mom,
Happy Birthday!!

My mother
A woman which makes me,
Love & Hate.
I Love you
because you give birth to me,
try your best to give me the best life,
Holding my arm whenever we pass the road,
Try to cook foods that I like etc..
I Hate you
from the way you love me, you care me.
What I can say,
is you have chosen a wrong way to love me.

Ten years ago,
Poor me was admitted into hospital cause of the terrible headache.
During the period of time,
Evening until morning were my nightmare,
The terrible headache would start attacking me during that time.
From evening until the next day morning,
I was awake n cried for 5minutes cause of the pain,
5minutes later, I was tired until I slept.
5minutes later, I wake up n cried again.
Continuously..everyday running the same thing.
But I do not remember the pain now.
What I remember is,
the scenes of my mom crying beside my bed,
when she was looking at me being so suffering.
I knew she was trying to comfort me,
how much she hopes the one who lying there is her wasn't me.
Mom, I am sorry that I couldn't just stop crying,
I couldn't just stop making you crying.
My heart is still pain whenever I recalled those scenes.
I still remember one night in the hospital,
I woke up in the midnight,
I saw my mom was crying even more badly than usual,
she was hugging my dad and kept asking why this would happened?
I saw my dad's tears are dropping down silently.
The only thing he comforted my mom is hugging her tightly.
This all because the Miri doctor told my parents that I have brain cancer.
The next day, I was sent to Kuching hospital for further checking.
My parents is always by side.
After few days, report is out.
It claimed that I have no brain cancer,
is just the Miri hospital printer problem.
(WTF~stupid doctor~~made my parents worried)
After few days,
My little brother was only 2years old.
He been sent to Kuching hospital also,
because his lung got infection.
Wow, can imagine how tough are my parents going to all these?
How they handle all those feelings?
How they accept these challenges given by God?
The answer is,
Their heart is stayed together,
They support each other.
The face the fact together.
No matter how, dad is with mom & mom is with dad.
The LOVE between them.
Thank you Dad & Mom.
I am sorry for making you people worry always.
I couldn't tell you both face to face,
that how much I love you all.
I LOVE YOU.

xoxo,
Ah Wei @ Pang

Why?
If you do not ask why,
Will you gonna understand what's going wrong?
If everyone can just ignore everything,
and delete the memories which they do not want to keep,
How nice would it be?
Why?
If you do ask why,
Will everything gonna be settled?
If everyone can just make clear with everything,
and only having those sweet memories which they wish to keep,
How nice would it be?
*A smile will take away everything?*
Is you brought me out from the dark..
Lending me shoulder whenever I need..
Stay with me in the night I collapsed..
Listen to me when I was sharing out..
Sending me ayangs, huggies, muaks..
The only person who knows so much about the thing is you..
Thanks for teaching me how to smile.
Maybe I just do not know what can makes me smile again..
I am just missing you..

Since June, mind is set up to leave hometown.
Tired of been nagged early in the morning,
Tired of been shouted at the noon,
Tired of been pushed back home at the night.
I knew there are lies.
Whenever I ask, you will never admit.
Blaming me back for not paying attention,
when you talked to me.
Once again I am an adult,
not longer as pure as a kid.
I can differentiate what's lies & truth.
I still remember the night I ran away from house.
The night I collapsed. I broke down.
I just ignore to recall all those,
doesn't mean it won't flash back on my mind.
I used to ask a lot of why.
But now I won't ask anymore.
Cant just you be glad,
when the son is trying to protect you?
Everything will be stored in my heart again.
It will be stored as how it stored last time.
Forever..ever..

" I thought I could walk better with my new shoes,

but why am I feeling the heavy steps?

*I am sorry*

Regrets would follow,

if one step mistaken.

Cares & loves are felt,

but my heart remains moveless.

Having another still in my heart, is unfair for you.

Our story would be end up as

::Hurt on you, Guilt on me"

Snow mountain
Unbreakable one, Untouchable one.
For photographer, is a nice scene.
For mountain hiker, is challenging.
To be Photographer or Mountain hiker?
Decide yourself.

Photos on Kat's wedding dinner.

Once a heart is broken,
It will never recover anymore.
Even the pain is not there anymore,
but the scars are there.

No matter how i try to cover the scars,
there are still there.
They are together with me until the rest of my life.

Three simple words " I Love You "
means everything for me.
Three simple words : I Miss You "
means i really meant it.

A night out with my nengs.
Dinner at the new opened korean restaurant which is located opposite Chunghua.
No comments for it because i dislike korean foods.
I found the food dun suit me at all.
I dislike the taste.
But the ladies enjoy it a lot..
Above are photos taken there.
The cup of tea is koren peach tea.
Nice one.. Couldnt stop myself drinking it.
After that, we went to Island, Secret Recipe, Terminal 1.
All is either full, no magarita and kitchen closed.
In the end, we proceed to Coco's.
Three pool games played with michelle, chris & sam
Is really quite tiring because of non stop~
Had Long Island Ice Tea (sucks)
Magarita is damn nice..Credit for it.
Okie. I need to stop coz i am quite tipsy.

Tonight is a quite happy night.
After sent a fren home,
I was driving home safely.
When i reached home, dad & mom 's cars are not in.
Sis came out and told me mom's car "LAP" into a ditch,
somewhere near riam graveyard.
I faster jumped back to my car and speed to there.
I prayed my mom is okay.
when i reached there, my heart put down.
No harm to my mom, no damages to the car.
Is quite unlucky my mom this year.
For those loyal reader of my blog will knw that my mom's car tyre ever "BAM JET"
My dad's face was fucking black.
Above are photos to share with you all.

10sept 2008 ( Kat & Yang's day )

The bride's name is Kat. (President of Neng)

I am in her Neng Gang.

There is still a lot photos.

Once collected, it will be uploaded.

Anyway, wish Kat & Yang

XinFu Mei Man.

Being alone in the night,

Is really a sucks feeling.

The night is still young,

Its getting me look old.

I Love my Muk Muk.

The greenie pillow I'm hugging up there.

You are not alone,

You still have me, the owner.

Muk, stay by my side always ok?

I enjoy letting u ayang before I sleep.

You are always tat caring,

covering my eyes from the room light.

I Love the smell on you.

*sniff*

Mmm..Love You so mcuh baby.

This is what we usually do!

Before we proceed to the clubs,

we always make ourself high in d house first.

E yo hey ya~

photos to share. Seems my blog no photos for ages.

One look at you,
Is all it takes for me to fall in love all over again;
Something in your smile makes me feel things
I've never felt before,
It is as if I'm discovering you,
feeling love for the first time;
One kiss from you,
is all it takes to remind me how special you are to me,
how right we are for each other;
One touch from you,
is all it takes to make me forget the rest of the world!
*Troubles and cares seem to vanish when we hold each other close;
One night with you and I feel indescribably happy,
as though I've been given one of the most precious gift life has to offer
-->to love and be loved by you, being with you,
looking into your eyes, holding your hands, touching your cheeks,
is all it takes to convince me that
YOU DAZZLED ME WITH YOUR LOVE
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
my love,
I Love you
xoxo

News are driving me crazy.

NONE OF MY BUSINESS

anymore!!!

Is out of my control~

I could not do anything.

I am just passed by.

As long as you are happy.

Your choice.

Good evening everyone,
I just wake up from my nap.
This morning 5am just sleep, 7am woke up for exam.
Took another nap from 10am to 1.30pm,
still feeling headache and tired.
So took another nap again from 6pm to 8pm.
During this two hours,
I wish I would never wake up again.
In the dream, the distance problem between me and you has gone.
You ignored the consequences of frenship.
Surprisingly the character has changed this time.
Randomly miss you..
Who is the one who burning me now?
I guess is you.No doubt, is really you..

Goodnight seems to be not suit at this moment..
Good morning seems to be better..
The illness I am having now is quite useful tonight..
I am going to have my mid term today at 8am..
Half hour ago, I was a driver who sent nana home and get her begs..
During the journey although is short and there are companions,
Raining outside..Roads are just a few car..
Car audio is playing soft songs..
One of song played out a lot of memories..
Emotions come to me and also Lucas..
I guess we were having the same feelings..
After few hours, the sun will be there and welcome me..
The rainbow after the rain is so much prettier than everything..

Bosco & Zhong Jia Xin ( TVB stars )

Recently, I am watching a TVB new series named Jia Hao Yue Yuan. Is a next edition of Tang Xing Feng Bao. Last night, I think that is the most touching episode i ever watched.
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The gal (Xin) is used to in love with a guy which they knew each other since kids. The guy is admiring her badly and same goes to the gal. but, they never tell each other bout their feelings.
One day, the another guy appeared ( Bosco ). He is working in the same hospital as the gal. The guy manages to cheer up the gal whenever she is sad. Overall, he is a very sweet guy. Slowly, the gal fall in love with him. But, they couldnt be together.
This is because the guy has attached to gal which take care of him for seven years. The guy has no love feelings toward that gal but only responsibility. Xin cannot accept the fact that she is being third person, she doesnt wanna to follow her mom steps.
One night, the guy (bosco) told her that he will break out with the gal and together with her. Xin feels guilt.
After the dinner, Xin holds Bosco's hand and offer him to walk back to her house.
They are happy during the long path of roads.
When they have reached Xin's house, Xin requested Bosco to sing a cute song together with her. Sing until half, Xin's tears is rolling in her eyes. She starts crying.
There is one sentence out from her mouth
:" The gal has walked 7 years with u, and I just walked 2 hrs with u"
At this moment, the series will play a song, sing like this "Fong Shao..Fong shao..etc"
Fong Shao is cantonese means let go.
I dunno what i am trying to express here.
But the scene of the gal crying is seems familiar to me.
Everytime i saw the scenes of them, i will start smiling.
They brings out my sweet memories always.
My hard disc is stored.
In the process of formatting, wishing a chance is given.
But seems impossible.. A lot of consequences.
And the same problem comes to me which is distance..sigh

Okie..3rd post for one midnight.
During this lonely night, I read through everyone's blog in my link.
There is a gal having same situation as what i had before.
well, the problem is communication also.
I think i can feel what she is thinking.
I couldnt find there is a chatterbox in her blog,
therefore i left her a msg at msn.
Unexpectly, she blogs about me~
Erm.. It is kind of a warm sent into my heart in this lonely night.
Although we are friends.
But we seldom contact..didnt meet up although she is back in Miri.
Well, I hope we can have a meet when you are back, xiao woarn.
Cheers up girl.
I do not expect my words are powerful for you.

Okay.. It is 2.06am.
I lye on bed around 1.00am.
One hour time, I cant even sleep in.
This is not Wei~
Last time, I only need to lye down half minute den I slept.
Gosh...although is better than the past period of time.
but still..mentally torture.
I dunno why i have this problem~
In the end, I went and took my medicine again.
*ARGH*

Last two weeks, a lot of friends visited me.

Mr. Fever, Miss Laosai, Madam Cough, Aunty Flu, Uncle Sore Throat.

They came too sudden.

Mr. Fever visited me for one night only

(right before I proceed to Thai bar at one sat night)

Miss. Laosai is still visiting me everyday.

(right after every meals i take)

Madam Cough, visit me randomly

(especially after cig)

Aunty flu, visit me only at night and once i wake up.

(inner side of nose traffic jam)

Uncle Sore Throat, I hope he dun visit me often.

I hate the way he hits me.

DAMN PAIN.

(Luckily Dato Strepsils always help me after Uncle hit me)

Liquid with Black colour and Yellow colour,

They seems to be drugs for me.

Without them,

I couldnt sleep.

I depends on them very much.

Because I just to be alone at the midnight.

Open eyes till the morning is such a nightmare.