I am here apologise for not updating my blog.

Recently, i am not really busy with my studies although campus reopen.

I am busy hanging out with friends.

I feel much better right now so no worries, friends.

I am now is trying myself to control myself.

My hot temper, my attitude, my speaking skills etc

to upgrade myself just because of you.

Thanks for what you are giving me now,

I appreciate it.

Love & Hate is neighbour.

If u turn to the wrong way, your love can be hate.

People pls think think think before making any decision.

I am enjoying myself being Zombie.

Got a "nose bleed" ( dunno wad to say in english )

just because you are too hot

I'm having back the bad feelings again.

This type of feeling had get away from me for a period of time.

I do not know why it comes back again tonight.

Go away!!! Go away!!!

Please go away...please.... sick of it.

Forcing myself but not forcing you.

Thanks Wen, for your message..

The message makes me start thinking again..

Ex VS Cigaratte

She:" I just couldnt accept you are a smoker."

He:" Smoker is nothing."

She:" I DISLIKE! it makes me recall of all the nightmare i had."

He:" I just couldnt letting you contact with ur ex , even a fren."

She:" We are just fren."

He: " I DISLIKE! He makes me recall of all those bad memories!"

*The fact is He has his own reason, she has her own reason. It just depends who willing to step back one step. If there is no stubborn between, den everything will be fine*

Wow!! upDate my Blog!!

These days, cinema seems to be my Best Fren!

Last night i went to watch The Dark Knight.

suppose to be alone but emily's face suddenly jump into my mind.

Therefore in the end emily is my companion.

I was shocked while i was waiting emily at cinema.

*Heart beating stopped for seconds*

"Zui Sou Xi De Mou Shen Ren"

can apply on Te and Mua.

I was so cold in the cinema.

Coz Wen borrowed my cardigan.

I found some scenes which are nice.

=Dun make decision by flipping a coins=qoute from the Dark Knight

Today, i went to watch the Journey to xx xx xx xx

*sorry, i forgot the name*

Credit for this movie!!!

After i post up this blog,

i will go living room and watch another two movies i borrowed from emily.

1) Get Smart

2) Hancock

my lonely night is gonna to be fullfilled!!!

Movies ROCKSS

Life is still going.

I should stand up, i couldnt shut down myself again.

You have given me the directions of my life.

I promised i will still running it.

That's what u wish i am. (for my own good)

Jealousy couldnt be the main character of me,

Times will help me in changing the way i think.

Attention seeker is not longer apply on me,

because i still believe there is someone who is caring me.

Maybe at the corner of the world.

Tighten is not the way i use now.

A rubber ban been pulled for a long period,

one day it will broken.

So what if i am now given a chance?

I rather dun wan if problems are still there.

Friends say:" Time will prove u to others one day."

Thanks friend, giving up is a failure.

Try ur best.

Even in the end you didnt get what u want,

at least u still tried it.

I rather leaving the world without regrets.

"I Love you"

is not all about expressing it out,

as long as u keep it in ur heart, someday ppl will found it.

I am not longer a big cry baby.

=Da=

When the mood is there, u owes can see rab is holding a camera and keep camwhore.

She loves to act sexy, cute sometimes? but too bad i seldom take photos with her.

AND!!!!

She is damn hiao~

She loves to bok mong ppl.

Once she started laughing n shaking body, PPL plz ignored her if not she won stop!

RAB- Rabbie Liew Jia

This is what her frens call her.

But i do have a special nick for her

ODIE.

*Di du Di du*

I am here to blog bout her,

coz she is leaving in a month time.

Hereby, i wish you can find ur hot guy at UK.

Well, Liew Jia Jia

I knew her since years ago. 4 yrs ?

jia is a good listener and secret keeper.

but she has no confident on herself owes.

So never complain to me how unlucky n how unfair the God treat u,

I am sure tat after i compare to u my situation,

u will not think that again.

She looks dominant but i know she need ppl to pamper her.

I am loving her for some days,

When i love her, i will hug her owes.

but hating her for some days.

When i hate her, i will call her dog.

Words from me to her i never can finish right here.

Let's keep this for me and her.

She knows me well.

Thanks for being my listener owes,

owes get u involve, SORRY

after u read my blog,

i hope u might get touched and drop tears.

*coz u have certain importance in my heart although i didnt express it out*

SUN- sunny day

Words mean nothing, Actions same as well.

I am really still there.

*waiting for you*

Rainy Day- I am lost again

I cant see the bright of my life,

finding road out from this,

should i still think there is something for me if i walk further?

or should i quit ?

Many people said new hair style coz of PUTUS CINTA

but i am not~

My hair really long like jungle people

Therefore this is my first time i let the hairdresser design my hair

At first, there are two tails at behind but i cut it off myself..

sorry i didnt post up my back n side view coz i am lazy..haha

I will come back when you call me

I wish to continue my studies at Perth, Aus.

reasons

1) to get into new environment.

2) i wan to go

3) I wan freedom there

4) to get better future

These are another photos for the Coco 's night.

Before we proceed to Coco's,

I accompanied Kelly and Amy to have a dinner at

Mr Ho Fine Food.

The feelings there has not reached my expectation.

Therefore , a bit disappointed.

Recently, i search a lot about tattoo.

and i found this. damn funny so i share with u all here.

WAKKAKAKAKAK...

HERE

COME

..WEI WEI..

*comment comment.. dun comment dun visit my blog.

Group Photo= Rab, Kelly, Amy, Wen & Wei
*Coco's night*

That is my first time being there. Kinda like there. Nice music, atmosphere and no much people.
I love the pool table too..is new and clean!

* me n Amy ( My cousin, Kelly 's friend ) Sotz Gal...damn good in playing dices and "Chai Mui"!!

I lose her lose chin chin and that leads to my face so red cuz of alcohol~

P/S: there are still some photos but i need to edit first.. coming soon!

Another day out once i back in Miri. As i said to Jia the sky is damn pretty! so we decided to put the camera on my slippers (so that it won get dirty) n i am hanging there, not balance at all!
Wukakakkakaka...stupid Amy! Stupid Mango made all of us walk to another side of explanade to get only two packs of it!
Well, this is Shot at Marina Bay. nice right the sky? I am Loving it~

WED - I feel like myself is having different emotions everyday.
Sometimes it can be Sunny Day for me,
Sometimes it can be Rainy Day for me.
Mayb it is Sunny Day in the morning,
but rainy day at night.
Having different types of mood everyday is very suffering.
starting hate myself for being think too much,
hate my temper, hate my emo.
I hope everything will end up soon.
Because i need to start my new sem soon
dun wish these all ruined up my studies.
Got a bad new last night. Made me had nightmare.
I really hate you. i hate your eyes, your teeth, your frenster shoutout and everything!
(Is a way to release my anger, pls dun put it in ur heart. is the same u scold "bitch" in ur blog)

TUES - A yellow cat is missing a grey kitty badly.

Yellow is listening to Xiao Jin Teng- Yuan niang wo (Introduced by Doremon).

Yellow is excited for tonight activities.

Yellow is recalling those sweet memories.

Yellow has a thinking which is get a tatto to mark down everything.

miao miao miao

Babe, wish to have an answer from you.
Not pushing.
hope to hear u soon.

It is a monday night.

Still i am siting on the floor in my living room

Wishing there is someone to chat with me in msn

but everything is out of my expection.

feel noone is free to chat.

aikss..

Days after days,

i am still having the same life which is bored and meaningless.

i dun hope i am not motivated to get a part time job

this period of time, most of the uni is releasing result.

mine is the day after tomorrow.

i am worried a bit, emo a bit, i dunno what is my feelings now.

Feeling numb, hopeless.

I cant see my front road now. i dunno how to walk further.

is too late to being confusing.

maybe is because i just lost my motivation.

now then i realised

everything i do for these years is just because of you.

having gastric?

cant sleep in?

*missing you*

Nice tatto = won regret for the rest of life

Nice tatto = remain something in the heart to the rest of life

Nice tatto = need a proffessional tatto master

I love wings. wings = freedom.

S = sad, suffocate, suffer, sucks (bad words of S)

for me, S can be so much prettier , greater than everything.

Add on a Tribal S would make the wings above so much nicer.

More photos will be uploaded soon. This is the one i got for now.
It is a sunday evening. I jus back from brunei.
Went snowflake with amy ( the gal above ) n my damn pity look cousin-kelly.
We went marina bay too.
following up explanade.
feel so happy. long time no so happy already.
Amy is damn lame, even more lame that kelly.
I still remember amy shouted "Tatto...!! " damn loud..sia soi yea..

Beach, define romance.

Romance is alive when there is a couple walking on the sand, leaving their footprint.

Romantic scene of beach is illustrating a couple playing around on the beach.

The gal jumps on the guy. The guy carrying the gal with smiles on his face as go to the gal's face.

A memorable moment would tatto in the heart on the day the guy propose on the beach with a 1K diamond ring and champaigne roses.

Beach recalls the moment of how tough is the future of them, how hard they get together.

There is one thing the gal never know bout the guy.

During these years, every wishes the guy made is connected to her.

The guy always look upon the sky with stars and says "I Love You" secretly in heart.