Photo taken by Wenzi
Time : 2007 or begin of 2008
Auntie Wei.
OMG!
ENJOY LAUGHING!

There is a friend.
Due to certain reason, we seldom contact.
I knew her when I was in secondary school.
We do not even grab a chance to talk last time.
And due to a certain reason,
I found her friendster.
I leave her a comment.
Slowly I got her msn address.
Slowly I got her hp number.
Whenever I am unhappy,
I will leave her a msg.
Every of her reply will definitely cheers me up.
That's why I named her as
Kai Xing Guo.
These days I am being so emotional.
Due to certain reason,
I can not find her.
Until tonight I have a chat with her.
Within a sec,
She cheers me up.
I talked a lot especially in front of her.
That's why she got a new nick tonight.
which is
Kai Hou Tang.
Friend, I will always remember you taught me how to
XIAO XIAO^^

The unknown feeling is back.
The unstable me is back.
No reason. No solution.
Finger crossed.
Let me get over this.

Monday COFFEE BEAN, MIRI BRANCH
Friday - Business Information System 100
Monday - Accounting 100
Tuesday - Business Communication 101
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Stuck myself in Coffee Bean for whole afternoon. I am trying to get some revision for my exam. Business Information System is a fucking boring subject. It is all about computer technology. Nowadays, majority of youngsters know how to use computer well expect me. I only know to online and do my assignment with my computer. I do not know how to download movies, is that a shame? When I wanted to access to Coffee Bean wireless, I do not know how to. In the end, my friend told me that I have not key in the password. Stupid! I really need to learn as much as I can right now if not how gonna I survive in this advanced technology world. I do not know what drink is nice here. For my previous visit, I have ordered a White Chocolate Dream with cream o.n top, for me it is too sweet therefore I ordered Iced Mocha Latte. Oh Shit, it is fucking bitter. It do not even bring me energy but only make me have bad breathe. Random me have no mood continue my post already. It is a meaningless post

If there is a choice,

I will run away from you.

But,

I have no choice..

Yea..I know this is a suck edit. I am just bored. Friend called for alcohol section but I rejected. I just do not feeling like going out although I will only face my laptop when I got home.
Above this photo is taken years ago, I miss the hair style. Although it is not as hot as those magazine model's hair style but I just love this hair style. Can I just print this photo out and bring to the hairdresser and ask her to cut the exactly same one? I want to change a hair style but you know I have an abnormal big head and square face, is really hard to find myself a suit hair style and I am not confident on asking the hairdresser to design me a hairstyle. This is because I tried before, end up I have a coconut head which squeeze my face become even more square. As SQUARE as the Mahjong, horrible~ My wardrobe is increasing long sleeves shirt but not normal tees. mMm.. wanna to get some from Miri shopping malls but do not feel like because I scare another people have the same one. One of my friend keep asking me to change my style. I was wondering is my style got problem? The friend said NO, just you never try new style. Erm.. i am being thinking of this lately. Maybe i just need to change a style. But I have no idea about fashion and I do not wanna to follow the fashion, I just wanna to have a style that suits me and make me feel comfortable on it.
Readers, can you just leave some suggestion in my chatter box regarding to what style suit me? Thanks..

Is already 4++am, I should be here anymore. But I just could not close my eyes and have a nice sleep. Once I closed my eyes, I start thinking. Thinking about how to build up my future? Am I running on the right process of building up the basic level of my future? Recently, what I have in my mind is non stop earning money through anywhere, anytime. I just wanna to depend on myself but not my family. I just to get those things I like through my own. I just wish to buy the thing I like straightaway without thinking is there any money for me to back up if emergency happens. Due to my age of 20, I do not need to worry about money so much. But I just do not know why since I was 17years old, if there is no a piece of Rm50 in my wallet, I will feel very unsecured. Until now, I could not give an explanation on why I need at least Rm50 with me. Actually, I just have to try my best to finish my degree now. At least, I will not disappointed my parents who support me so tough for the high school fees. Anyway, next Friday I will have my first paper. I guess guys, you wont believe that I do not even start my revision yet. God bless me to pass my weakest subject which is Accounting 100. That's all for tonight. Treating blog as my diary now.