I am here apologise for not updating my blog.

Recently, i am not really busy with my studies although campus reopen.

I am busy hanging out with friends.

I feel much better right now so no worries, friends.

I am now is trying myself to control myself.

My hot temper, my attitude, my speaking skills etc

to upgrade myself just because of you.

Thanks for what you are giving me now,

I appreciate it.

Love & Hate is neighbour.

If u turn to the wrong way, your love can be hate.

People pls think think think before making any decision.

I am enjoying myself being Zombie.

Got a "nose bleed" ( dunno wad to say in english )

just because you are too hot

I'm having back the bad feelings again.

This type of feeling had get away from me for a period of time.

I do not know why it comes back again tonight.

Go away!!! Go away!!!

Please go away...please.... sick of it.

Forcing myself but not forcing you.

Thanks Wen, for your message..

The message makes me start thinking again..

Ex VS Cigaratte

She:" I just couldnt accept you are a smoker."

He:" Smoker is nothing."

She:" I DISLIKE! it makes me recall of all the nightmare i had."

He:" I just couldnt letting you contact with ur ex , even a fren."

She:" We are just fren."

He: " I DISLIKE! He makes me recall of all those bad memories!"

*The fact is He has his own reason, she has her own reason. It just depends who willing to step back one step. If there is no stubborn between, den everything will be fine*

Wow!! upDate my Blog!!

These days, cinema seems to be my Best Fren!

Last night i went to watch The Dark Knight.

suppose to be alone but emily's face suddenly jump into my mind.

Therefore in the end emily is my companion.

I was shocked while i was waiting emily at cinema.

*Heart beating stopped for seconds*

"Zui Sou Xi De Mou Shen Ren"

can apply on Te and Mua.

I was so cold in the cinema.

Coz Wen borrowed my cardigan.

I found some scenes which are nice.

=Dun make decision by flipping a coins=qoute from the Dark Knight

Today, i went to watch the Journey to xx xx xx xx

*sorry, i forgot the name*

Credit for this movie!!!

After i post up this blog,

i will go living room and watch another two movies i borrowed from emily.

1) Get Smart

2) Hancock

my lonely night is gonna to be fullfilled!!!

Movies ROCKSS

Life is still going.

I should stand up, i couldnt shut down myself again.

You have given me the directions of my life.

I promised i will still running it.

That's what u wish i am. (for my own good)

Jealousy couldnt be the main character of me,

Times will help me in changing the way i think.

Attention seeker is not longer apply on me,

because i still believe there is someone who is caring me.

Maybe at the corner of the world.

Tighten is not the way i use now.

A rubber ban been pulled for a long period,

one day it will broken.

So what if i am now given a chance?

I rather dun wan if problems are still there.

Friends say:" Time will prove u to others one day."

Thanks friend, giving up is a failure.

Try ur best.

Even in the end you didnt get what u want,

at least u still tried it.

I rather leaving the world without regrets.

"I Love you"

is not all about expressing it out,

as long as u keep it in ur heart, someday ppl will found it.

I am not longer a big cry baby.

=Da=

When the mood is there, u owes can see rab is holding a camera and keep camwhore.

She loves to act sexy, cute sometimes? but too bad i seldom take photos with her.

AND!!!!

She is damn hiao~

She loves to bok mong ppl.

Once she started laughing n shaking body, PPL plz ignored her if not she won stop!

RAB- Rabbie Liew Jia

This is what her frens call her.

But i do have a special nick for her

ODIE.

*Di du Di du*

I am here to blog bout her,

coz she is leaving in a month time.

Hereby, i wish you can find ur hot guy at UK.

Well, Liew Jia Jia

I knew her since years ago. 4 yrs ?

jia is a good listener and secret keeper.

but she has no confident on herself owes.

So never complain to me how unlucky n how unfair the God treat u,

I am sure tat after i compare to u my situation,

u will not think that again.

She looks dominant but i know she need ppl to pamper her.

I am loving her for some days,

When i love her, i will hug her owes.

but hating her for some days.

When i hate her, i will call her dog.

Words from me to her i never can finish right here.

Let's keep this for me and her.

She knows me well.

Thanks for being my listener owes,

owes get u involve, SORRY

after u read my blog,

i hope u might get touched and drop tears.

*coz u have certain importance in my heart although i didnt express it out*

SUN- sunny day

Words mean nothing, Actions same as well.

I am really still there.

*waiting for you*