Rotten world of me

2009-03-22T01:16:00.001+08:00

weilie-wei.blogspot.com

visit this if u wanna know something aobut me

Attention

2009-03-13T18:34:00.000+08:00

this blog will not be update anymore.

Just a story

2009-03-09T17:20:00.002+08:00

In a Half year time,
the guy has lost every precious things - Love, Health
He turned all the loves into hates.

2months ago,
The guy met the the gal after a period of time.
Surprisingly, the guy found that his loves never decrease.
Once and once, the guy been cheated.
Once and once, the guy never give up, keeping on forgive her.
Even numb himself to trust her, let her be.

The guy never wishing for anything.
Loving the gal with truly heart,
only request smiles from the gal.
Turning his loves into tears but no one knows.

The guy getting more and more unsecure,
getting less confidence in love,
never hope been cheated anymore,
because he knows how to love a person well,
also hoping of being loved.

=)

2009-03-07T01:33:00.001+08:00

　　如果我们之间有1000步的距离
　　
　　你只要跨出第1步
　　
　　我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

YES, I WILL

　　
　　
　　
　　通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
　　
　　才是真正爱你的人
　　

　　YES,I ADMIT

　　
　　付出真心　才会得到真心
　　
　　却也可能伤得彻底

YES, TOTALLY AGREE

　　
　　保持距离　就能保护自己
　　
　　却也注定永远寂寞
　　

　I HOPE I WON HAVE TO DO THIS

　　
　　有时候　不是对方不在乎你
　　
　　而是你把对方看得太重

　　YES, ALL MY FAULT

　
　　
　　就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie

NO MATTER HOW,
I STILL BELIEVE

　　
　　

　　没有一百分的另一半
　　
　　只有五十分的两个人
　　

　　I BELIEVE I AM THE 50 %

　　

　　
　　冷漠　有时候并不是无情
　　
　　只是一种避免被伤害的工具

It's not Smoothie

2009-03-02T23:21:00.002+08:00

Recently, crazy in parties, clubbies although school has opened.
Stress is released at that particular moments only.
When back to alone , I still facing those problems alone.

Risks.
That's the risks.

I am scared.
Afraid.

What a bad luck?
Stupid "Kaki"

I got my baby something new on.
for the sake of cheers myself up a bit.

Set of component speaker.
{ Is a good idea, lying down in the car, enjoying those songs,
treat the world only left u n the music }

Inner car light
( coz been complained owes ,
dude not need use phone light to find things anymore )

Car plate light
( yellow --> white )
[ just for the sake of being a whitie ]

the wooden look designed cover in my car has been taken off.
*SPRAYED*
guess will be a better look.
tmr it will be done.
therefore my baby look like been raped.
Oops. sorry babe.

p/s : I hate Digi keep sending stupid update msg.
I hate receiving msgs that ask me to dl porns.
YES. I admit I do look like Porn Addict.
But doesnt mean I will desperate till go and dl??
Fuck Off!
My Fat bro introduced me a nice blog ok?
not need to scare got virus!

Liar

2009-03-01T02:14:00.002+08:00

Liar defines as a human being who lies..

For no reasons,
I dislike the feelings been cheated.
Maybe I should say I HATE it a lot.
I say this doesnt mean I don't cheat.
I do.. but.. just couldnt stand the feelings of been cheated.

Maybe that's your kind cheat,
just to make me feel any better?
But you never can imagine how easy am I know the fact.

Maybe if I didnt step out from my house,
I would find out.
Maybe until the day I buried in the soil,
I also won know.
Maybe this is what God wants me to know.

Maybe you should blame how small is Miri.
How big mouths are those friends beside me.
But just dunno why is really easy to know where are you.

Totally agree with one of my brat's blog.
" Feelings dun cheat, but human cheat "

My feelings towards you never cheat.
But I always been cheat.
Sorry. treat me as a small gas.
Sorry, my blog is the only way to let me release.

I thought alcohol and clubs can still be the medicine for me.
but after tonight , I guess is not working on me anymore.
Walking back to the same path road,
I feel myself are getting more tough.
but human is still a human being.
hard to take those hard feelings turning up and down in your body,
just like how the blood in your body.

An adviser would say,
go and get a friend lend you their ears.
for me, it is aint working anymore.
It won makes u any better,
in another way you will just make people around you worry you more.
soon, you will be named as Attention Seeker.

Since the problem is here,
treat it as a mission that God gives me.
Learn from the mistake,
figure out the rights and wrongs.
Is all depends on me. Me. Only me.
But I know I still not capable enough to settle these.

What to do?
Ignore everything and just get to another brand new place
and start overall again?
No..is aint a way.. The pasts will still stick with you.

I guess the ways is get yourself lost memory.
or makes yourself into "Zi wu ren"
Haha..ignore me. I only dare to say those childish thinking.
Ya.. treat me as I am childish.
I wont blame you cause people who not in my shoes,
won know my feelings.

The night is still young for clubbers.
but the night for me is always quiet and lonely.
Commonly, the more people get hurt , the easier they walk away.
But who knows when comes to me.
I will say the more I get hurt, the more I love you.

Lonely Wei

2009-02-27T00:05:00.003+08:00

I wish I can type chinese in my blog but my laptop do not have chinese star and I am damn idiot in using anything which is related to electronic..even dvd remote control i oso got bit susah..BUT, actually is jsut because of i dun wan to learn la..but cant blame me oso coz when i was a kid, been electric "SOT" dao..damn pain..I cried 3days 3nights..until now my right hand middle finger still have the scar. if u dun believe, ask me to show u lar..

I am so bored tonight. There is no one that i can chat with~ now i knew y one of my monkey everynight go play..make ur life busy n occupied, lonely this word will never appears..As usual, went to have my pool training..( Personal recommends that play at Give Me 5 because Give me 5 snooker is cheaper than Chin's brother snooker. Air more fresh and it is clean coz there is a BIG sign there written rubbish worm will be fined rm10 ) something wrong with me tonight, play wad oso lose..bad luck! Coz of that stupid curtin..didnt build dinding for students..especially commerce students! stupid freaking far parking lots.. Stupid super wu liao security guard standing at parking lot just to dun let students illegal parking..wad oso LAW LAW LAW..damn it. SUPER DUPER HATE CURTIN

Luckily I have my Curtin Crew - Cas, Na, Chard. All blackie car users. Enxin loyal customer. Only know how to order chicken rice and ban mee..nthg else..
April break coming~ wish my kk trip will be ON!

Oh my god.. BORED BORED BORED..

2009-02-26T17:35:00.000+08:00

D、阿修罗
冲动指数：☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
你会顺应自己的本能，当冲动起来的时候，你并不会去想要刻意压抑这种情绪冲动。这样的你，并不是一个足够冷静的现实主义者，你总是难免会被情绪左右。有时，你也会显得不理智和孩子气。而这也正是你的魅力所在，你很忠于自己的想法，通常想到什么就会去做，不会犹豫再三。这使得你往往能够抓住机遇，并且可以主动去寻找机遇。
但是，同时也让你难免会因为自己遇事考虑不周全而受到一些打击和伤害。但是对你来说，最重要的不是让自己适应现实，而是保持自己的性格和生活方式，你所追求的就是一份随性的生活。

Mmmm.. I admit I am very chong dong~ Can see from the Star Rate up there..
OOppsss....

PHOTO CAPTURE WITH BRO

2009-02-19T18:38:00.002+08:00

Hey " Er ge"
W : " yes bro? "
R u testing ur webcam? Let's play with it.. I am bored.
W : " Ok.. wad to play? "

You have to make the face that
my leg is very smelly...
*WAKAKKAK*

Come.. Flying kick
Show frightened face~

Ok now your famous TIKUS face!!

Show your big smiles!!

OMG.
LOVE MY CUTIE BRO~
MUAKS..

New Cut

2009-02-18T20:01:00.003+08:00

A very new try,

A very brand new cut!

Golden been transformed to greenish.

A brave trimmed on my left.

Any comments?

I just loving it.

SPECIAL DEDICATED FOR COPY DOG!

2009-02-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

FCUK U ASSHOLE!

KEEP UR FREAKING LONG HAIR,
DUN COPY MY SHORT N TIDY HAIR!

KEEP BACK UR AH BENG CLOTHES!
DUN COPY MY SHIRT N SMART STYLE!

KEEP BACK UR BABY-G WATCH,
DUN COPY MY FOSSIL WATCH!

FUCK U ASSHOLE!

ARGH!
MOTHER FUCKER!
SON OF A BITCH!
JERK! SCUMBAG! ASSHOLE!
IDIOT! BASTARD!

NO MONEY DUN PRETEND TO BE BY UR OUTLOOK!
OUTSIDE HOT BUT INNER COLD IS NOTHING!

FUCK U DAMN U ASSHOLE!!!!!

The 3 karats Xinfu Couple

2009-02-17T18:18:00.002+08:00

3 Karats Xinfu??
haha.
Actually i got this idea from a song title.
i dunno why it is named as this.
It should be something like one million karats xinfu
but because I love 3 so I put 3 lor..

Means the xinfu as expensive as 3 karats diamond?
As precious as 3 karats diamond?
Ahaha.

For me,
A couple like above is the dream one.
The guy with all the tattoo he loves on the body,
with a girl standing at his back support him anytime.
Together enjoy the scenes of the sea.
Enjoying the wind blow,
leaving foot prints on the whitie sands.
Left everything behind,
Just hold each other and walk further.
=)

2009-02-13T18:05:00.001+08:00

The one you loved the most,
might be not the suitable one for you.

The one who is most suitable one,
might not be the one you loved the most.

a FULL stop has been made.
Bless me.

Half Year Ago...

2009-02-10T20:58:00.002+08:00

Half year ago,
I am not only a heavy smoker,
also heavy alcoholic, heavy gambler, heavy clubber.

Half year after,
I am still a smoker but lighter,
also a lighter alcoholic, lighter gambler, lighter clubber.

Depression ----> even more depression!

Chance is given,
I noticed it but I am not allowed to hold it.
Different excuses are given
But do not make any senses.

A couple is not all the while having sweetness,
They will face bitterness too.
Is just a test from the God to every lovers.
Just to test how strong is them bond to each other.
Lovers, pls stay strong and face every difficulties with your loved one!
But not choose to ignore and be afraid.

This is just because,
once the chance is gone, it will be forever gone...

2009-02-09T00:52:00.002+08:00

To be honest,
I am emo right now.
Words from my heart couldn't be displayed anymore.
Locking back my heart..

=) wo zhen de hen bu kai xing.

2009-02-07T00:16:00.002+08:00

Went for a body checking yesterday.
Is really cool and it costs me only rm10.
May have a try at imperial 2nd floor, right beside the escalator.
Because of my well functioning brain,
It going leads me to depression!
WAD THE FUCK
was my respond when i heard it.
I am getting more and more worried.
More and more depress..
How can I stopped my brain?
I have been thinking too much last night before i sleep
till I had a freaking scaring nightmare!!!!

For some reasons,
I have a lot of thing to think think think everyday.
Sometimes, I dun even know my friend is talking to me.

At the side of my studies,
I dun really doing well on my previous semester,
i hope i have the motivation to achieve better,
so that I could find myself a reason to go to Aus finish my final year.

At the side of my "Marketing"
i hope things will getting more n more smooth.
Given me more chances to social,
to know more people,
to upgrade more my financial level.

At the side of my family,
I bless all of them will be safe and good.
Especially my 93years old grandpa.
I hope you able to attend my graduation day.
I hope can get more supports from my family.

About myself,
I hope i can be dun too stubborn.
But no matter how,
I will still run my own rule.
my own request to myself!
Be somebody but not a nobody!
Retired at the young age of 40.
Given my parents a nice retired life.
Guarantee my little brother future.
Lighten the parent's burden as soon as I can!
Bless me!

=)

A smile from you,
is my everything.

Happy 2009

2009-02-05T11:44:00.002+08:00

First,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
(MOO MOO YEAR)
although I have no idea why Moo Moo,
n I have no idea why I dislike ppl say Moo Moo.
Random one..okay IGNORE!

By the way,
I took plenty photos during cny,
but I couldnt upload coz of my laptop got problem.

The first day of Cny,
The very first time I dressed myself in a RED shirt.
GOSH!
This year I do not follow my family,
I stayed at home.
I knocked my baby down,
so now my baby is in the hospital!
Sorrie~

The Second day of Cny and the following days,
GAMBLE GAMBLE GAMBLE

Yea.. I know this is a fucking lame post ever!

NO photos only words.

Sorry.. I blog is because I am just too bored..

Waiting one of the Dunhill Ladies to pick me up!

Always the slow one!

Judy T.S.K

A silent toy

2009-02-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

-A Silent Toy-

is playing the role of...

hiding all the happiness and sadness

inside the little heart.

Sadness always outshining the happiness.

Breaking the heart into pieces.

=)

A smile of a silent toy

means

Life is still going on..

Cheers..

Nice one (Copied)

2009-01-24T02:29:00.001+08:00

女人不同男人，男人如果變了心，他會選擇跟女孩遠走飛高，對從前的那一位毫無留戀。但是大部份女人，如果變了心，就算她心裡愛著的是別人，她對從前一位總是放不低。

她們是無心的，因為每個女人都想自己被愛著。如果是她先變心，她還是希望你會原諒，若然有一天她發現選擇錯誤，還能回到你的身邊。

所以一直就算她跟別人在一起，還是想打聽你的消息，看看你每天在做什麼。她最關心的是你有沒有認識別的女子?你有沒有等我?你有沒有想念我?而她最希望還是你還願意借出耳朵分享所有，包括分享她與新歡的一切。

女人先變心，就要求男人還是對她忠心。因為女人對變心，並沒有安全感，面對一段新的感情，她充滿疑問。她不知道這是突如其來的衝動，還是一份激烈的新鮮感。她最害怕將來有一天，他也變像她一樣變心。她深信感情是有報應的!

就是現在有著種種的不安感，於是她還是很怕從前的另一伴被人搶走。因為從前那裡是她的基地，最安全的地帶。但這些全是她自己一手粉碎。於是她害怕不能重新尋覓這個幸福，這種不安令到她想繼續霸佔從前的情人。

假若是她先變心，她會認為，你還是我的。從前你不是說照顧我一生一世嗎?所以你不可以這樣輕易愛上別人，至少跟我分手一年後才愛吧。這樣才証明你過去對我是全心全意，你並沒有向我說謊。甚至你會一直守護著我，直至我尋找到另一個真正認為能跟他渡過下半生的人。

直至她安心跟另一個人戀愛，你才不是她的。

The decision

2009-01-24T01:33:00.003+08:00

A decision has made.
-Walk away-

The path of road that I ever walked before.
I believe I still can remember how the road goes.
How cold and lonely is the road,
I will never forget.

Hahaha.
Damn a long time didn't have this kind of feeling.
Maybe is just a way to bump back my heart.
Cold blooded, numb. That's me.

Let's back to R.O.T.T.E.N !!!

=)
Learn to smile~

Miserable me

2009-01-23T19:01:00.001+08:00

Since when..
Whenever my phone rings, I hope is from you.
Whenever there is a text message in, I hope is from you.

Missing you badly.
*sigh*

2009-01-20T16:43:00.002+08:00

Wei is back~
Just got back to the fucking bored rainy MIRI!
My face looked sucks as ABOVE
when i was carrying a lot of things at KL.

But somehow I am happy when I bought my things~
Which I love so muchie~
A lot until over weight..
HORRIBLE

ACtually I just wanna upload some photos on New Year Eve
Emily..quite often appears in my blog.

Argh..lazy blog liaw..
Stupid weather at miri.

Sentences from a book

2009-01-12T00:32:00.002+08:00

Is a quiet night,
I made up my mind to read book.
Found a great sentence.
But I need to translate in English.
Sorry if reader dun understand.
Here it goes...

In term of Love,
No one is right, no one is wrong.
Is only suit him/her or not suit him/her.
The way of communication in love is not SET,
means is flexible.
Different people have different way,
To have an eternity love,
We have to find our own way to communicate,
which makes both party comfortable with it.
****************************
You treat me good, let me know I am very Xinfu;
You treat me bad, let me know I can be tough;
I treat you good, let myself know I can be such nice;
I treat you bad, let myself know I can be so evil.
---------------------
Human between human is actually a mirror.
He/She is reflecting your hidden personality.

Friends, reading is a kind of relaxing.
Whenever I am moody right now,
I would just grab a book and read.
Read the stories,
Figure out the hidden words,
Remember it and stored it in Wei's dictionary.

Eeeisshh,
I am sure some of you must think
"cheh, wei is bullshitting! "
Yes, I admit I do not look like the kind who will read book!
Err..but maybe I should thanks my mom?
She is one who always borrow books from library.
Purposely put on the living room table
to attract me to read.
Thanks MOM

Sick Sick

2009-01-09T18:14:00.002+08:00

These few days,
I need to take pils after every single of my meals.
The very first time is when I at Sibu.
Terrible fever!
Continue sore throat,
nose bleed.
NOW!
After eat, vomit out.
After vomit, laosai out.
Becek!

I cant work many days lead to I quit my job.
Uhuhuh..
Please RECOVER!
KL is waiting for me~
Bar Celona~

2009-01-04T20:44:00.002+08:00

Hair colour is fading..
24dec cut one time, 3jan cut again.
I hope my hair dun grow so fast~

Baby's windows is well tinted for my princesses..
Tyre is in good condition coz a FAt one owes in my car.

After days of fun,
Tml I gotta back to the field and upgrade my financial level!

2009-01-03T02:57:00.005+08:00

Middle of the night,
Received a text message.
Was in half sleep mode,
Press "show" at my phone,
Realized the message is from you.
Direct call you after I read the message,
Can feel you are sad over the phone.
You are the one who is holding your own decision.
Make up your mind please,
no matter how We will be here supporting you.

Because of you,
I could not sleep in anymore.
Not purposely wanna blog about you.
Is just I have nothing to do.
The rain is heavy outside.
Is such a nice weather to sleep.
So I have decided to take my "sleeping" pill,
to continue my dream~
See you when I see you.

Happy New Year 2009

2009-01-01T21:08:00.005+08:00

First, happy new year everyone.
Here it comes year 2009, nothing special anyway.
What I wish for my 2009?
1) Continue upgrade my financial level.
2) Have a better health, i hate being sick like What I am now! ARGH
3) Get more supports from my family.

Let's share something funny with me and my man-dad.
The day before I get his permission to tattoo.
Below conversation is he told me when I was having dinner with my Loo's family, his words nearly make me vomit out blood~ celaka betul

Dad : " Ah wei, you can get a tattoo for only RM50 at my friend's there! "
Wei ; " Oh really? where is it? When he is free? His skill nice or not? " *FUCKING EXCITED*
Dad ; " But he only let you tattoo two things...."
Wei ; " Huh? What? What are the two things????? "
Dad : " Lalat (Fly).. " *Laugh*
Wei : "....................the second one?"
Dad : " The picture of me and your mom!!! wuahahhaha" *LAUGH*

2008-12-28T23:02:00.009+08:00

Wei * Via

Wei (UP)
Lou (Left one) Via(right one)

Mana ku punya mata ni?????

Rabbit V.S rat

Ah Lian V.S Ah beng

Got happy dao oh~

OooooooooooOOOOoooooooooo

wei :" Ha Mik Shu? "
via : "Bo ha mik~"

Yummy Yummy Rose~

Via : " SHOOT YOU!"
Wei : " Jangan!!!!!!"

Via : " Bu guai~ Pinch your ear! "
*uhuhuhh*

Memang Sakit teruk dah..

You hair spoiled a bit

Pelik Lou

Miao eyes of Lou

Big smile of Lou

Normal look (Before crazy camwhore)

28 Dec - Yi zi & Mr Sim 's BIG day. Congratz!
Venue : Eastwood ballroom
Time : 6.30pm

2008-12-25T18:02:00.006+08:00

Hello Merry Christmas People.
Change the colour of my fur~
Thanks for the one who decide for me.
Everyone likes it.
Erm..Wen, dun admire~!
wakakka..
Last night Christmas Eve, Ah bui came and picked me up.
Lolz..There is a sweet story happened after Ah Bui picked me up.
Anyone that is interested to know what story,
pls ask me personally~
Ah bui, stop laughing at my Kinteo face~
*********************************
Me, as a half retired clubber,
played over to the MAX of 6am.
Non stop "pure" "pure" "pure" once i got into the room.
A lot of movement at the dance floor.
Coz cant even sit down,
The Dizzy feelings drives me crazy.
Leads me whole body sour right now.
From Balcony-Al fresco-Island-Hai Ba Wang-Vegas-Q Bar-Dolphin
End up, I donno when I fell in sleep.
Reached home at 8am, slept at 9am, wake up at 5pm.
This is Wei's xmas.
Anyway Merry xmas,
mMmm, I hope you do like the pressie.

2008-12-23T23:47:00.004+08:00

one night at Sports Cafe

-wan voon-
The one date me out,
but I always need to wait more than ten mins
In front her house.
As what I promised her,
brought her to Bat Kut Teh.
after that,
singing section.
Compare to lasttime, she changed~
She sang a lot.

Crew #2 = San
Crazy dude.
Turned gay.
Been influenced by me.

Crew #3 = Ah Bui ( Wui )
Emo dude.
Turned emo.
Been influenced by my sad songs.

Crew #4 - Emily
The monkey
First time she sings in front of me.

Just to show.
I looked hamsap in this photo.
But doesnt mean I am.
*Dun judge a book by its cover*

Guess I am smoking or I am acting?

I do not know what I am blogging..
Just randomly update since I got those photos.

For the CHILDISH one

2008-12-22T23:22:00.003+08:00

People,
I remained silent does not mean you can go even more over.
People,
Continue your "stories" behind me,
Those listener will define u r right or I am right.
People,
If you do not have a mirror in ur room,
pls get out of ur house n look into the drain.
see your faces,
Is not you are really that "Geng".
People,
I have given you a chance silently.
You never realise~
Stop acting like an angel in front of me.
You make me feel like vomit.
People,
please consider properly before you talks.
What emotion you had,
is all the same that you have done to me.
I have told you but you never listen.
I guess what so call "revenge" I have done,
prove you the feelings the most.
Bad feelings huh?
Taste it and learn from it~

2008-12-21T01:06:00.000+08:00

Sheesshh..

Watch out..

Santa Claus is coming to town~

2008-12-11T21:51:00.005+08:00

If I am the French Fries,
Then you are the Salt & Pepper.
If I am the Chicken Nugget
Then you are the Barbeque sauce.

"I am loving it"
"I am loving you"

2008-12-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

Take #1

*while waiting car to send us back to the building we are living,

too lazy to walk from swimming pool to there.

freaking FAR*

Take #2 by Na.

i am actually totally wet.

Stupid car very slow haven arrive.

take #3

On the car.

Maybe I should say Buggy Car.

Na is showing the sweet smiles of hers.

But in fact. aiks..

*more photos will be uploaded*

Thanks my dunhill ladies

2008-12-07T23:53:00.003+08:00

Recently, what am I doing?
Besides busy working is still busy working.
Only meet up with my Dunhill ladies during lunch time.
When I finished work and having lunch with friend.
Dunhill lady #1 called :" Let's go to Brunei.."
My freaking last minute trip ever.
Anyway, Empire is really a nice resort ever~
Went for swimming, the mall and also Escapade~
My laptop is going to send to clinic soon.
So I hope i can upload some photos bout this trip soon.
coming soon...

Random update

2008-12-05T22:48:00.003+08:00

Wei is back.

Sorry that I didnt update blog as often as last time.

Coz I said Goodbye to my Zombie life..

Having a new life now..

being busy in upgrading my financial level,

Just to balance up and gain more experience.

Is a raining day,

when I was on my way to indoor stadium,

I nearly accident.

Once I brake, I can feel my car start to "pusing"

I pulled my stearing to balance it.

Luckily everything is under my control,

if not my car gonna get in workshop twice a month.

I guess I need to earn more to change my baby's tyre.

baby.. pls make sure you dun get scratches anymore.

Just sent u for "scrub"

I promised you will make you pretty pretty before CNY k?

wei's battery is running low.

Goodnight~

Sucks communication skill I have!

2008-12-03T22:29:00.004+08:00

Although I am 20years old.
but I do not have the key of my own.
Thanks for do not know how to love me,
Thanks for being not supportive,
Thanks for always scold me..
Thanks for treating me like nobody..
you two make me what i am now..
I do not need to depend anyone..
One day, I will be somebody and you two will be nobody in my eyes.
I am cruel. and That's ME!
Just give up me whenever you want.
I do not have you two, I am still me..

2008-11-29T19:24:00.000+08:00

Wei is Lost in Spain.
Will be back soon.

2008-11-22T20:20:00.002+08:00

Am I living in a slump?
Or I am really lost in who am I actually?
Am I happy for what I am now?
Was I happy for what I was?
mmMmm
Maybe after exam period,
there is too much times for me to get myself troubles in all these.
Soon and Sooner and Soonest
I will be out of all these.
Is a Saturday night,
which I have missed for 2 weeks.
I am going to enjoy it!
Put down everything on my shoulder.
Let the flow brings me to the sky.
*******************************
Before I end up my post,
I would like to tell a friend with the Capital N
I would like to thank you for the lovely sushi you have prepared.
I can see your sadness and also your happiness.
I believe in you that you know what exactly you are in now.
I am not going to comment anything.
Just be strong~

2008-11-17T17:15:00.002+08:00

-The Holiday-

I was playing with the astro remote control,
keep on switching channel.
I stopped once I saw this movie.
I have watched this movie since ages ago.
English movies will always not my choice of movie,
I prefer chinese action movies.
Until I met a friend.
She was telling me that english movies is so much nicer than chinese movies.
Maybe one of the reason that I would not choose English Movies is because I hardly hear the english or maybe is I refuse to learn the skill of listening.
I did not have much feelings when I watched this movie last time.
Until today, I deeply feel how is the character's feelings in the movie.
The way they talks..The way they express their loves to their loved one is really good~
I was so touched and unconsciously feels sweet when watching it.
I just can not just close my mouth from smiling.
Somehow your feelings toward your loved one should not be hided in your heart.
You must learn to express it out to your loved one.
The words you say is not necessary flowery or pretty sentences.
A simple " I Love You " truly from your heart while starring at your loved one is really enough.
That will be the most romantic sentence ever~

2008-11-17T02:25:00.006+08:00

Regarding to my previous post,
For my own opinion, I am agree with the guy.
After a pure friendship went through love, is really hard to back to the pure one.
Maybe it is just depends on people's thinking on this particular case?

From the mouth, we will says :" Yes, we are friend. "
But unconsciously, we are not.
It could not be explained by words.
It is just some sort of indescribable feelings.

The position of ex will be more awkward.
The ex just could not be treated as a friend if they do had a really serious relationship.
The words of ex will be judged more than words from a normal friend.
It is just really can not get back to normal friend.

A friendship can be replaced by a serious relationship
but
A serious relationship can not be replaced back by a friendship anymore.

mmMmm..

I realized that a human really scare of the attack of lonely.
To prevent lonely, human is willing to sacrifice everything.
Lonely might be something scaring? something that builds you up?
Lonely will usually attack that you are home alone or
when you are staying awake in the midnight.

You better bless that your emo"ness" do not attack during the midnight.
Because is really hard for you to find a friend to talk to you.
Of course, this is only for single people.
My advise is go and take flu medicine so that you can just fall asleep in 5minutes.
(ahaha..Just Kidding)
After a sleep, everything will be fine.
Is just a brand new day~
Do not open your eyes until morning, is worthless.
This will only makes your parents worried about your health.
So still the best way is go and take flu medicine..ahah

Anyway, let's end up here.
Good luck for my exam!
x0x0,
wei.

Words from movies

2008-11-16T02:00:00.002+08:00

Girl : " Now you have been broke up with my sister, so will you continue to be her friend? "
Guy : " No. Do you think a couple can still be friend after the relationship ends? "
Girl : " Of course, why not? "
Guy : " There are only two reasons for a guy still making friend with his ex girlfren. "
Girl : " Huh? "
Guy : " 1st, the guy never ever love the ex girlfren coz the guy is impossible can handle the feelings in a short period. 2nd, the guy is still loving the ex girlfren. He is always there beside her is just wanna to have the chance to treat her nicely. "

So, are you the first reason or second reason?

Quote from AEC , 7pm, Singapore movie.

2008-11-14T23:32:00.002+08:00

Tonight,

I found some of my kid photos.

So..share it here with you all.

I just realised that I am a cry bun and jealous king since baby~

Hahaa.. I asked my mom what's wrong with me in the photo?

She said : " Nerh.. you lar.. jealous jie jie owes!

Cry non stop everyday!"

Hahaa.. Can seen that I am an attention seeker.

I just love to Sha Jiao even I am 20 yrs old now.

Haha..I just wanna to get a little attention from my mom.

Hehe.

I found myself always have a coconut tree on my head.

The only way my mom know to tide my hair.

HAHA.

This is when i grown up a bit.

Wei :" Mom, why am I in panty always?"

Mom : "You are the one who always complain HOT until now! "

Maybe mom just think let me wear panty only will makes me feel better.

Somehow, I can be so sexy.

Wei :" Wah..mom I was so sexy man! "

Mom : " You love to choose sexy clothes coz less fabric, not so hot! "

okie.. another thing due with hot again.

so, this proves that Malaysia is really a hot weather country.

Hehe

Is Baby Wei @ One year old.

There are still a lot of my baby photos.

Thanks mom for keeping all so that can have some memories.

Somehow, It is a way to talk with my mom more.

Like tonight, I asked her a lot about my baby stories.

mmMmmm..

2008-11-14T12:27:00.002+08:00

One is DONE.
I slept at 5am.
woke up at 7am.
Reached school at 8am.
Exam started at 9am.
Out from exam hall at 10am.
Breakfast with judy at 11am.
Reached home at 12pm.
Monday 8.30am - Accounting 100 test.
I HATE ACCOUNTING.

2008-11-14T00:06:00.002+08:00

Ehem.
Yes. I started my revision.
I stucked myself whole afternoon at Starbucks.
Faced problem when order for drinks.
Because I do not know how to differentiate those drinks.
They all look sweet and creamy,
which I dun like.
So I always try to see which name looks bitter.
AHAHAHA. IDIOT.
Preparing all those notes.
Surprisingly, I do not feel tired or sleepy over there.
I feel comfortable over there.
Bless me pass this fucking bored unit.
I am computer idiot.
and I am taking a unit of computer systems.
What the Fuck~
Anything do with my major?
Curtin!! I am taking Marketing and Management.
Not Computer Engineering.

Anyway I cut my hair again!
JUST BECAUSE OF
Ah Pui ( U know who are you k? )
He said my hair look messy, no shape.
Make me look sleepy n tired.
Therefore,
I went and cut a hair style
which make me looks having enough of sleep!
I feel my head so light. Like i shaved off all my furs.
Ahaha.
Have to get back to my revision.
That's all.

2008-11-12T22:45:00.002+08:00

15th of Chinese New Year Calendar.
Recently,
facing problems from everywhere.
Kind of troubling me a lot mentally..
Dua Pek Gong,
bless me pass through all these problems.

2008-11-11T22:41:00.002+08:00

Blackie :" Mmm.. bee, xiang xiang~ *Sniff* "

Yellowie : " =) " *shy*
Found this lovely couple.
Love them.
Muaks

These are the things that I have to keep in my pocket.
If not, i will feel so unsecured.
All in black~

2008-11-11T01:33:00.000+08:00

Photo taken by Wenzi
Time : 2007 or begin of 2008
Auntie Wei.
OMG!
ENJOY LAUGHING!

2008-11-11T00:04:00.002+08:00

There is a friend.
Due to certain reason, we seldom contact.
I knew her when I was in secondary school.
We do not even grab a chance to talk last time.
And due to a certain reason,
I found her friendster.
I leave her a comment.
Slowly I got her msn address.
Slowly I got her hp number.
Whenever I am unhappy,
I will leave her a msg.
Every of her reply will definitely cheers me up.
That's why I named her as
Kai Xing Guo.
These days I am being so emotional.
Due to certain reason,
I can not find her.
Until tonight I have a chat with her.
Within a sec,
She cheers me up.
I talked a lot especially in front of her.
That's why she got a new nick tonight.
which is
Kai Hou Tang.
Friend, I will always remember you taught me how to
XIAO XIAO^^

2008-11-10T19:08:00.002+08:00

The unknown feeling is back.
The unstable me is back.
No reason. No solution.
Finger crossed.
Let me get over this.

2008-11-10T16:20:00.002+08:00

Monday COFFEE BEAN, MIRI BRANCH
Friday - Business Information System 100
Monday - Accounting 100
Tuesday - Business Communication 101
*************************************
Stuck myself in Coffee Bean for whole afternoon. I am trying to get some revision for my exam. Business Information System is a fucking boring subject. It is all about computer technology. Nowadays, majority of youngsters know how to use computer well expect me. I only know to online and do my assignment with my computer. I do not know how to download movies, is that a shame? When I wanted to access to Coffee Bean wireless, I do not know how to. In the end, my friend told me that I have not key in the password. Stupid! I really need to learn as much as I can right now if not how gonna I survive in this advanced technology world. I do not know what drink is nice here. For my previous visit, I have ordered a White Chocolate Dream with cream o.n top, for me it is too sweet therefore I ordered Iced Mocha Latte. Oh Shit, it is fucking bitter. It do not even bring me energy but only make me have bad breathe. Random me have no mood continue my post already. It is a meaningless post

2008-11-08T01:43:00.001+08:00

If there is a choice,

I will run away from you.

But,

I have no choice..

2008-11-08T00:21:00.002+08:00

Yea..I know this is a suck edit. I am just bored. Friend called for alcohol section but I rejected. I just do not feeling like going out although I will only face my laptop when I got home.
Above this photo is taken years ago, I miss the hair style. Although it is not as hot as those magazine model's hair style but I just love this hair style. Can I just print this photo out and bring to the hairdresser and ask her to cut the exactly same one? I want to change a hair style but you know I have an abnormal big head and square face, is really hard to find myself a suit hair style and I am not confident on asking the hairdresser to design me a hairstyle. This is because I tried before, end up I have a coconut head which squeeze my face become even more square. As SQUARE as the Mahjong, horrible~ My wardrobe is increasing long sleeves shirt but not normal tees. mMm.. wanna to get some from Miri shopping malls but do not feel like because I scare another people have the same one. One of my friend keep asking me to change my style. I was wondering is my style got problem? The friend said NO, just you never try new style. Erm.. i am being thinking of this lately. Maybe i just need to change a style. But I have no idea about fashion and I do not wanna to follow the fashion, I just wanna to have a style that suits me and make me feel comfortable on it.
Readers, can you just leave some suggestion in my chatter box regarding to what style suit me? Thanks..

2008-11-07T04:15:00.002+08:00

Is already 4++am, I should be here anymore. But I just could not close my eyes and have a nice sleep. Once I closed my eyes, I start thinking. Thinking about how to build up my future? Am I running on the right process of building up the basic level of my future? Recently, what I have in my mind is non stop earning money through anywhere, anytime. I just wanna to depend on myself but not my family. I just to get those things I like through my own. I just wish to buy the thing I like straightaway without thinking is there any money for me to back up if emergency happens. Due to my age of 20, I do not need to worry about money so much. But I just do not know why since I was 17years old, if there is no a piece of Rm50 in my wallet, I will feel very unsecured. Until now, I could not give an explanation on why I need at least Rm50 with me. Actually, I just have to try my best to finish my degree now. At least, I will not disappointed my parents who support me so tough for the high school fees. Anyway, next Friday I will have my first paper. I guess guys, you wont believe that I do not even start my revision yet. God bless me to pass my weakest subject which is Accounting 100. That's all for tonight. Treating blog as my diary now.

2008-11-04T01:24:00.002+08:00

HEY HEY HEY

NO WORRIES!

YOU ARE ENTERING WEI'S BLOG!

NO DOUBT!

Photos taken on Jan 2008

Oh gosh.

can feel how many fat was I carrying?

Oh gosh.

Flush me into toilet bowl.

How many layers I had?

To show the differences,

below are my recent photo.

November 2008.

Any changes?

Big sarcrifice on posting up my super ugly photos~

Hope you guys like it.

I am just too bored in waiting the times pass.

2008-11-03T23:46:00.002+08:00

I seems like having my holidays my own right now. Exam is just around the corner but I do not feel any stress, pressure or even a sense of nervous. What makes me turn to be like this? I used to mind a lot of my assignment marks and mid term marks which may makes me score higher for my internal marks so that I would not be so worried for my final exam. Most of the internal marks has released and yet I have not go check. So sick of settling all those documents stuff. I haven do my re enrollment still. Last few days, I asked my friend to help me check my documents. Luckily I did asked her to if not I guess I will be submitting Yayasan Sarawak a rubbish. Today, I went to Post Office. I hardly to know how to fill the forms and stuff. So shame when I asked the officers over there. I used to ignore everything a lot because I know there was someone who always settle all these for me. Until today, I just realized that how important is that to learn how to fill in form. I think I do not know where to pay those electricity or water bills. Is such a shame right? Is OK, I promised myself I will try to learn everything that I could. Aikss..until now I still can recall of the face of the officer. Aiks. This is one of my weaknesses which is I care how people think of me. Maybe this is what so call "face problem". The skin specialist ever told me that my skin is very thin simply means that my face can not be lose on. Hahaha, strongly agree with her. I admit. Just received a phone call from my friend, called me out for tea. I rejected but I feel like joining them so much because they seems like my "Happy Pill". They brings away all my sadness and cheers me up a lot everywhere, anytime, anywhere. How wish I could just do not care about my parents and just take the car key and drive out my car. But I know I could not. I do not brave enough and I respect them. This is because I know they have tried their best to give me more freedom these years. I saw their little improvements.
But somehow, bad outshines good.

2008-11-03T22:30:00.003+08:00

Emo factory is working today.
Decision has made last night.
Thanks Steph for the whole night.
Is has been a long time I do not have such nervous feelings.
Luckily actions are not taken this morning.
Is blessed that I over slept.
Everything is spoiled cause of a phone call.
yes..the person I am regarding to is you.
The person who brought me happiness.
The person who brought me happy Sunday.
Sorry.
I do not know how can I contact you right now.
I knew you got read my blog.
That's why I wish to tell you through here.
Sorry.
I admit I was quite angry.
Because you made me lose all my faces.
which is so important for me.
I do not why you do not even inform me.
I wish to know why.
You might say you do not even need to inform me.
Okay.
I understand.
I knew.
Anyway thanks for what you have done.

2008-11-03T00:52:00.002+08:00

I am here cause of some particular words
which might make me damn emo, it might be my sensitivity.
yea, my extreme is as famous as Edison's sex photos n videos.
The way to control my extremeness is not to be so sensitive everytime.
But somehow is people do not know me well.
Sick of doing explanations. Feeling myself so fake with the masks.
Once again, I might hurt you of my words but I confirm I have no intentions
AT ALL
yea, thanks for those who knows me well.
Maybe only one or two people??
yes, I have my attitude problem.
But everyone is ain't prefect.
If you cant take me, please leave me.
At least I know myself well that I ever treat u as a close friend.
After that day, I am really totally disappointed already.
I do not know what is the point?
Is because I ever did those for you,
and when I do not got something back from you,
so I was being upset?
Or I am sick of being treated as invisible?

2008-11-02T22:40:00.002+08:00

Sis is testing her phone camera.
Me n bro become the targets.
hahaha..boring post..
just share some photos.

The big head and the Small head

Camwhore before out for dinner.
Any comments?
Sorry for that huge pimple on my face.!

2008-11-01T01:19:00.003+08:00

Soho Night
Sannie non stop eating.
She is good in drinking.
Dunno how many bottles for the night.
continue at country club and balcony some more.
Unable to grab any photos due to my phone battery.
A sob sob night.
Balcony is full of uncles..
Before the night get started.

Me & Nana

Emo Nana

Marina Bay
Nice environment, views, atmosphere.
Finished 6 jugs of beer.
I am getting phobia.
I need to stop drinking.
Clubbing.
But not gambling.

Tagged by Jesz since ages ago

2008-11-01T01:08:00.002+08:00

15 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself :

I love half boiled egg.
I love steamboat lamb.
I love long sleeves shirt.
I love to gamble.
I wish to have a yellowish cat.
I have bad temper.
I am straight forward.
I always keep my pocket full or else I will feel unsecured.
I enjoy searching for car accessories.
I need Light soya for every meal I have outside.
I love coffee and tea.
I love to enjoy myself at resort hotel.
I am very extreme (I love then I love, I hate then I hate)
I am getting a tattoo soon.
I want my future is guarantee well.

2008-10-27T00:59:00.002+08:00

26th Oct
Is my birthday.
A bottle of Chivas,
A jar of Illusion,
glasses of magarita.
Turned me like the photo above!
Thanks San for the illusion.
Thanks Thomas & Lucas for the cake.
Thanks Thomas for the two bonquets of roses.
(Sorry that they only lasts for ten minutes,
u knew I was fucking drunk)
Thanks QMA 999 for the dinner.
Thanks Nengs for the Levi's jeans.
Thanks Sasa for the Levi's belt.
Thanks Chen for the lunch.
For the reason that even myself oso dunno is what,
I do not feel happy at all this year.
sorry to say that.
My blog is used to be sad blog so just let it be.
I got 41mails today.
all wishes from friends in frenster and facebook.
A number of sms.
Anyway thank you all very much.
EMILY!!!
I have marked your words!!!

Uncle Thomas Bday!
The eldest close friend in my life!
He is one round older than my Da Jie Jie mengs.
Is his bday on 23th.
Party on 24th.
Location : RexBox ShangHai
Photo above is the LCD screen for Karaoke!
Big enough?
even no wear spec,
i still can read the words on it.

The SOFA~~
Fucking class and big the room!!
can fill 30 plus people i guess.

Another corner of the room.
the pool table.!!
I love this game a lot!

Another view of the sofa

YEA
THAT IS ROOM.
SHANGHAI!!
We drank 8 boxes of beer.
Three bottles of Golden Blue.
One bottle of Chivas.
About 5 sticks of REAL CIGAR!
costs my Big Fren rm2k++
6+am the party ends.

2008-10-24T00:02:00.002+08:00

When I was on my home.
Rain dropping heavily.
Car was playing songs.
I saw a girl walking under the rain.
I slow down and looked at her.
She looked sad.
Rain could only hidden her tears.
But not the sadness of her face.
The pain on her heart.
Girl, I hope you are fine.

2008-10-22T00:46:00.001+08:00

you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy
**************
"IF I were a Boy"
A song introduced by Ning.
Dedicated for her as well..

2008-10-20T12:04:00.002+08:00

I Love You
For me, there are the three words that I hardly to say it out.
It took me months to tell the one that "I Love You".
When I say it means I really meant it.
Now,
I Do Not how to say I Love You.
**********************
"That's the one"
The sentence that I kept in my heart
when I meet my friend.
**********************
Heart is feeling pain.
Broken into pieces and pieces.
Combine it up,
The scar is still there.
How would I show it to you?
*********************
Are you the one,
or I haven meet the one?
*********************
How deep is the love?
Where is the inner part of you are still hiding there?
Why are you still there?
Where am I?
*********************
Sorry,
I do not know how to face you more.
Wishes truly from my heart to you.
Please give me the last chance,
to tell you that
I Love You.

2008-10-20T01:34:00.002+08:00

Indian Wei
For your information,
the green green thing on my head,
named
Muk Muk.
2 little long pillow.
It has been with me 20years.
They smell nice!
I always use one of it to cover my eyes
and another i will hold & hug tight tight.
************************************
Living like a Batman now.
So hard to find a companion.
Brain start running again.
"It seems like history is replaying,
I'm back to 4 years ago,
If the god is hinting that,
same thing I need to go through again,
means I do not learn from the ex lesson."
4 years ago, I had this feelings.
4 years after, the feelings is back.
If go after, need to slow, really slow.
If give up, Regret might be happened.
because I WANT IT.
I FOUND IT from a million
-Sounds near but seems far-
*****************
Steps is not taken,
Regrets will visit me.

2008-10-19T21:43:00.002+08:00

Princess Pipi
a Yellowish cat.

Friday, I visited her.
I talked to her.
I hugged her.
Kissed her.
and
I miss her right now.

2008-10-18T01:51:00.002+08:00

Hey guys,
I am having the mood of blogging.
At this moment,
I should be lying on my bed and sleep
but i refuse to for the sake of no reason.
Should I said I am drunken?
I am not ofcourse coz I am still typing here.
I start loving the feeling of vomit,
after vomit, I am much clearer.
I love to club recently.
After being months of royal customer to club
EG: balcony, rex box, thai bar, vegas, fire, coco, island etc.
My level is super up!!!
Can imagine a gang of ten drank almost 3-5 boxes of beer?
I guess I am going to have sore throat soon.
Since when Loo Ko Vui has become to this?
When will Loo Ko Vui found what Loo Ko Vui is exactly is?
I guess Loo Ko Vui has totally lost until Loo Ko Vui found you..
The one who always bring Loo Ko Vui happiness.
Cheers Loo Ko Vui up when the sky is dropping.
Thanks.

2008-10-16T20:34:00.002+08:00

I'm really exhausted.
Lack of sleep.
Facing all the numbers,
rolling up and down,
clicking in and out,
until,
morning glory wake up,
the sun smiling at me.
The times was tic tat"ing" quickly,
facing moments of happiness,
and disappointment.
I could only have my rest at 7am.
A whole night work is not profitable.
But, I learned a lot.
I need to grab some rest.
Hope I able to attend tml 8am class.
Only because of,
my final of this subject is on
24OCTOBER2008

2008-10-14T23:14:00.002+08:00

Long path to go.
The end of the road is dark.
By holding your hand,
I will never feel alone.

2008-10-13T23:00:00.002+08:00

A simple dinner with Nengs
at "Little China Town"
(not really sure the name)
Is Bao Ching's Bday.

2008-10-13T15:01:00.001+08:00

緣 . . .

從前有個書生 , 和未婚妻約好在某年某月某日結婚 .

到那一天 , 未婚妻卻嫁給了別人 . 書生受此打擊 , 一病不起 . 家人用盡各種辦法都無能為力 , 眼看奄奄一息 .

這時 , 路過一游方僧人 , 得知情況 , 決定點化一下他 .

僧人到他床前 , 從懷裡摸出一面鏡子叫書生看 . 書生看到茫茫大海 ,

一名遇害的女子一絲不掛地躺在海灘上 . 路過一人 , 看一眼 , 搖搖頭 , 走了 ....

又路過一人 , 將衣服脫下 , 給女屍蓋上 , 走了 ....

再路過一人 , 過去 , 挖個坑 , 小心翼翼把屍體掩埋了 ............

疑惑間 , 畫面切換 . 書生看到自己的未婚妻 .

洞房花燭 , 被她丈夫掀起蓋頭的瞬間 ...

書生不明所以 . 僧人解釋道 , 那具海灘上的女屍 , 就是你未婚妻的前世 .

你是第 2 個路過的人 , 曾給過他一件衣服 . 她今生和你相戀 ,

只為還你一個情 . 但是她最終要報答一生一世的人 , 是最後那個把她掩埋的人 ,

那人就是他現在的丈夫 .

書生大悟 , 唰地從床上做起 , 病癒 !

也許 , 她來到這個世界上 , 就是為了還我一片情吧 ..

她做完了她想做的事 , 就走了 .

緣這個東西 , 是最不可思議的 .

電影 ' 不見不散 ' 的主題歌這樣唱道 : ' 這世界說大就大 , 說小就小 . 就算是我們今生的約定 , 也要用一生去尋找 ....

' 緣分這東西不可強求 . 該你的 , 早晚是你的 : 不該你的 , 怎麼努力 , 也得不到 .

但無論任何時候 , 我們都不要絕望 . 不要放棄自己對真 , 善 , 美的愛情追求 .

人生的價值 , 在某種意義上講 , 就是愛和被愛的成熟 . 當真愛來臨 , 如果也就成熟了 .

隨緣 ............ 　
隨意 ............ ... 　　
隨遇 .......... 　　　
隨喜 ...........

2008-10-12T14:09:00.004+08:00

Baby is sent to Snow Wash.
It has been one month no clean her.
She is full of dust & one of her eye broken.Wow..see the snow snow snow!!

In the process of vaccum. Lap"ing"
After that, turned to tung sen to change the light bulb.
Car is prepared well.
After I am prepared well,
I head to Imperial Hotel.
"Sexy Night"
No much photos taken.

Me and Bao Ching HOT!

Elaine & Michelle WOOT!
After this dinner, headed Balcony to sign attendance.
Wow..Last night~

2008-10-10T23:07:00.002+08:00

Smiles has been taken.
Is just wrong timing.

Kai Xing Guo,

Dui Bu Qi

2008-10-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

*Soho Night*

Nice interior design,

Nice environment,

Nice foods ( Heard from Fren ),

Cheaper price of drinks.

Above, Shiang Ann.

Ann Ann.

A friend that I knew when I was in kindergarden.

Imagine how many years??

Below,

Nana.

A tipsy gal after ONLY one bottle of beer.

Also another gal Judy,

Photo is taken.

But to protect her image,

is better not to upload it.

Introduce to you guys again next time.

2008-10-08T00:12:00.001+08:00

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
> 总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
> 你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
> 不论做什么事情，
> 只要能一起，就是好的，
> 但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
> 你开始发现了对方的缺点，
> 於是问题一个接著一个发生，
> 你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
> 有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
> 总想捡到一个适合自己的，
> 但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
> *她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
> 其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
> 或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
> 但是记住人是有弹性的，
> 很多事情是可以改变的，
> 只要你有心、有勇气，
> 与其到处去捡未知的石头，
> 还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
> 很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
> 所以人才会变得懒惰。
> 错！
> 其实是人先被惰性征服，
> 所以感情才会变淡的。
>
>
> *在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，
> 这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！
> 现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！
>
> *听到了吗？明白了吗？
> 难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
> 因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
> 如果每个人都
> 懒得讲话、
> 懒得倾听、
> 懒得制造惊喜、
> 懒得温柔体贴，
> 那么夫妻或是情人之间，
> 又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
> 所以请记住：
> 有活力的爱情，
> 是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
> 谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！
>
> *有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了，当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，他的男朋友很不高兴的说：
> 你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，我以後再也不会等你了！刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了，她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了
>
> *同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！
> 接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。
>
> 你体会到了吗？
> *其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！
>
> 爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
> 懂了吗？
> 当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
> 那并不代表你会选择他。
> *我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
> 但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
> 你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。
>
> *没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
> 可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
> 假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
> 其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
> 或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
> 但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？
> 所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
> 他或许已经等你很久喽！
>
> *当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
> 所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
> 如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。
>
> *所以请记住，
> 喝酒不要超过六分醉，
> 吃饭不要超过七分饱，
> 爱一个人不要超过八分
>
> *那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
> 我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！
>
> *如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
> 爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
> 要道歉，也要道谢；
> 要认错，也要改错；
> 要体贴，也要体谅；
> 是接受，而不是忍受；
> 是宽容，而不是纵容；
> 是支持，而不是支配；
> 是慰问，而不是质问；
> 是倾诉，而不是控诉；
> 是难忘，而不是遗忘；
> 是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
> 是为对方默默祈求，
> 而不是向对方诸多要求；
> 可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
> 可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

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*W*

2008-10-06T00:13:00.002+08:00

That's what I am now.
Uncontrollable one.
Do not judge me.
Do not doubt me.
Take me or Leave me.

2008-10-01T20:20:00.002+08:00

"Cause I never thought I did feel all the things,
you made me feel wasn't looking for someone,
until I found you."
just one hit of you,
now I am addicted.
You never know what is missing,
till you get everything you needed.

Fairy tale

2008-10-01T00:28:00.002+08:00

I am impressed of the sentences
"When everyone is building a dream for you, I wish to let you see the real world"
THE WORLD IS NEVER AS PRETTY AS WRITTEN IN ALL THE FAIRYTALES

Once upon a time,
There is a princess sleeping on the grass.
There is a prince who admire princess,
staring at her everyday, every moment.
But the princess never realize he is there.
Prince feeling so happy to see princess sleeping with smiles on her face.
Prince feels satisfy to see princess is having a happy life.
Is about the time princess need to back to her castle,
if not she will get scolded by the King.
Prince wants to wake princess up from her dream,
but he is could not.
He hopes princess can continue sleeping,
since he never capture the happy and sweet faces of princess.
He hopes to wake princess out of the dream,
to avoid princess get King mad of her.

2008-09-30T14:03:00.003+08:00

Just watched Money Not Enough,
kind of outdated yea~
Money seems to be so "Important"
When one's pocket no $,
He feels unsecured.
When one's pocket with $,
He feels secured,
But is he happy???
One of the scene in Money Not Enough,
the wife steal the money from her company,
just to help her husband to clear off bad debts.
From view of A,
This is power of love, money means nothing.
The one you loved is doing fine then enough.
The wife is seems to be so "Wei Da"
From view of B,
This is such a shame for a man!
Using gal's money is really such as an asshole.
As a man, no matter how poor are you.
Never ever go and cheat gal's money.
Somehow, I quite impressed to see what the wife done.
This is what we call
Love is Blind.
How to define Truth & Lies?
sometimes, a human knows that is a lie,
but he just go for it.
sometimes, a human knows that is a truth,
but he still ignore it.
The brain of human is too complicated.
Communication is the hardest thing in the world.
Anyway,
No regret for your past.
That is what I can say.

2008-09-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

Sam Salter-Love Again

[Spoken]
Now this girl could have easily been
just another girl in tha black book
but what i loved about her most is that
she genuinly loved me for who i am
i mean i gave her all my love
but no matter how much i gave
she never asked for more than i could give
and i think thats what made me wanna take another chance on love

Now I can write a song about falling in love
But I can’t seem to find to find myself
So many times I wanted to say that u take my breath away
And I bathe in the past I won’t let go
But there’s something u need to know

Chorus
I just wanna love again
I’m sick and tired of tryin’ to pretend
That I don’t need love again
Cuz it hurts too much without love
I just wanna feel again
What it feels like to be in love
So I’m gonna let u in
And take another chance on love

Now I can be a million miles away
I’m own out desperate out lost in outer space
No matter how hard I fight it
I try to run away
Love tracks me down and grabs ahold
And sometimes just won’t let go

Chorus
I just wanna love again
I’m sick and tired of tryin’ to pretend
That I don’t need love again
Cuz it hurts too much without love
I just wanna feel again
What it feels like to be in love
So I’m gonna let u in
And take another chance on love
on love on love o-o-on love
and take another chance...

You are the wind beneath my wings
You are my soul my everything
You are the reason why I keep on trying
to fall in love one more time
Giving my heart my all to you
Baby there’s nothing I wont do for your love
Won’t do for your touch

Chorus
I just wanna love again
I’m sick and tired of tryin’ to pretend
That I don’t need love again
Cuz it hurts too much without love
I just wanna feel again
What it feels like to be in love
So I’m gonna let u in
And take another chance on love
On love... o-o-o-on love
And take another chance on love

2008-09-28T18:10:00.002+08:00

Lots of word wish to be share.
The only one knows me,
is far apart from me..

Never know the pain of my heart,
will be your happiness.
The one who I am,
Can only be found in front of you..

Soul was broken into piece to piece,
It is combined as a soul which do not belongs to me.

The memories,
The things we did,
I locked inside my heart,
where I know I won't forget.

I have quit the game,
you're still playing it.
The game is still go on,
just the player has changed.

my love,
I am still here.
Just like how Dahua & Zaocai was.
*u evol i*

2008-09-26T22:57:00.004+08:00

Her first photo in my blog

Adriana Shih

-Nana-

My coursemate, assignment mate, limteh mate,

clubbing mate, sing K mate, Rummy mate,

etc etc etc .

She has Silky Smooth hair *Zohan's voices*

His first photo in my blog also.

Kim Hwa

Took lonie's fake hair to play in an afternoon.

Laughters non stop when taking this photo.

HEHE.

This is my shorts!

My mouth too small,

When drink water ,

It poured on my shorts.

It looks like I PEE!

anyway, just sharing some photos.

2008-09-26T01:02:00.002+08:00

Tonight, I have been the place which I didnt step in for ages

-------------Cinema (Starcineplex)------------------------

At first, I wanted to watch Deadrace but it is cancelled, so I watched "Awake". From the displayed poster outside the hall, I do not find it is nice and i feel it is something same with X-file which I found it is just so bored and lame. okay, Let's get in the story of the movie.

At the begining of the movie, a guy named Clay is soaking himself in the bathtub (dono hw to spell). When he is up from it, the galfren named Sam is right there. They kiss, hug, pamper etc.

While I am watching those scenes, my memory card starts functioning again. How wish I could turn to my right and whisper in the person's ear that I Love You. But, I didnt because there is noone for me to do so.

Clay has heart problem. He needs to do surgery to remove his weak heart and replaced by a new heart. Clay's mom found him a top surgery doctor and have enough experienced on such case. But, Clay just refuse to listen to her mom so he choosen his best fren-Jack to be his surgery doctor.

Sam is not accepted by Clay's mom. Clay's mom just do not wish to see they are together. The night before Clay do his surgery, Sam complains that she is so sick of being like this. She just wish that she can be Clay's gf publicly. Therefore, he brought Sam home and tell his mom that they have been together for one years. Clay's mom is so mad and got her tears rolling in her eyes, she says :" Once you are out of this door, you can just make any decision by yourself." Clay replies :"Mom, you have made enough decisions for my life." and takes Sam's hand and walks out from the door. Once he is out of the house, his heart start pain because he could not have strong feeling, it mays weaken his heart. Sam is nervous and comfort Clay just like a baby. She tells him :" Baby, you will be fine" *with hand on his face, sayang him*. Clay proposed Sam and Sam accept. They just go to church and hire a priest to witness their marriage right after the propose.

The next morning, Clay is ready for his surgery. Before he enters the surgery room. He kiss Sam just like a Goodbye kiss, is passionate. While he is sending in, he says :" see you later, wife." Sam:" say it again~" Clay:" WIFE ".

Clay is injected "ma zui yao" but the medicine do not make me totally sleep like a baby, physically he is slept but mentally he is awake. He can just listen to exactly what are his best fren-Jack, and other nurses conversation. And he can feel the pain of knife cutting his body. What is in his mind all the times is Sam's faces, those moments he spent with Sam. From their conversation, he just realised that Jack is not a good person. They are trying to inject some sort of medicine into Clay's heart to make him die. The reason they are doing so is because they want to get an amount from Clay to pay on their bad debts. Clay is so angry of being betrayed by his best fren, he tries his best to wake up. In the end, he just able to move his soul out of his body. He witness the evil side of his trusted friend including Sam. Unexpectedly, Sam does not love Clay. She is one of Jack's gang. That is so hurt for Clay, is really hurt. In the end, Clay's operation is not successful.

Clay's mom is about to collaspe. She finds out that Sam is a bad person from some sort of evidence she found in Sam's bag. She goes to the canteen in the hospital and swallow all the pill into her body to commit suicide. While she is doing so, she makes a phone call to her fren, the surgery doctor which she hopes Clay can let him do the surgery and tells him that Jack and Sam are killed Clay and ask him to come to the hospital right now. When her fren reached, she is dead and her fren move her into the Clay's operation room. The doctor is going to move the mom's heart to Clay's body.

Clay's mom soul meets Clay's soul.

Clay asks :" Why are you here? "

Mom says :" Without you, is meaningless for me to live on"

They chat about the past moment Clay had during his childhood. All the times, Clay is thinking that his dad is a good person and he never can compared with him. Is exactly not what Clay is thinking. Clay's dad is a drug addict and hit his mom always.

In the end of the story, mom's heart is successfully planted in Clay's body and Clay is awaken.

Readers, I am sorry. I guess you people must be blur because I didnt arrange well the storyline and explains in details about what is about to make it more interesting. My english is aint so good. If i have chinese star set up in my laptop, I think i can illustrate better in Chinese.

As a conclusion,

I love the scenes of Clay & Sam.

I love the way they talks.

I love the way they love each other.

I just loving that sort of couple feelings.

When Clay is reaching the dealth, his minds are all Sam.

Sam has reached an irreplaceable place in his heart.

Sam means everything for him.

I admit my tears is non stop dropping when watching those scenes.

I do not know how to illustrate better in words...

Is just I miss those feelings. I miss it.

When I am watching,

there is only one person pop out in my mind.

Is the only one..yes, i miss you.

From this movie, it strongly shows that family is the only one who love you the most.

How much Sam means for Clay but in the end Sam betrays him.

How ugly is Sam's heart?

How meaningless is the love.

Love is just a deal?

I do not know what should I describe Love.

For me, Love is something that I could not give it a description.

2008-09-24T22:36:00.000+08:00

能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？

這個男孩太傻，為了一個不愛自己的人付出那麼多！....

現在應該很少這種人嚕..若他就在你身邊的話..記得珍惜他..
曾在女孩的記憶中，有那麼一個人。

「我現在喜歡的人，就是我前面的這位啦！」男孩大聲的說著，指著走在他前頭的女孩。

「神經病！」女孩嘀咕著，快速走開那群跟著起鬨的人群，只當男孩拿她開玩笑。

直到某一天，女孩收到了一封信。

『我是真的喜歡妳！我可以為妳做任何事，只要妳喜欢，我都會去做。
一封信就這樣，沒有署名，短短幾句話，但女孩卻知道是男孩寫的。
『那你能現在跳到馬路中央嗎？』
女孩在信紙背面寫上這句話，託人交給男孩。

「我能！妳看著。」男孩看了內容，當著她的面衝進馬路中央。

只聽見震聾欲耳的喇叭聲、刺耳的煞車聲、巨大的碰撞聲，以及映入女孩眼簾倒在血泊中的男孩。

「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」男孩的話救護車高亢的呼聲中，依舊清楚的傳入女孩耳中。

「是你們家的女兒要我們家的孩子衝進馬路中被車撞的！」
「胡說！明明是你們家的兒子自己衝進去的！」

「什麼胡說！他同學說的你們不是也聽見了嗎？我們家的孩子是看了你們女兒的信才衝進去的！」
「真的是這樣嗎？」女孩的母親回頭看著女孩。

「嗯。」女孩點了頭，淚水也在她低下頭的瞬間，滴上了那張寫著男孩與她的字的信紙，似乎也企圖抹殺掉發生的事實。

「你看吧！你們要怎麼賠我兒子的人生！他再也不能打籃球了．．．．．．」男孩的母親歇斯底里的大喊，哭倒在醫院冷硬的地板上。
「這．．．．．．」女孩的父母無言。

「我要你們的女兒陪著我的兒子，直到他再也不需要她的時候，這是你們女兒欠我們的！」男孩的父親說。

「不行！她不愛你兒子啊！你不能那麼自私！」女孩的母親不捨女孩受這種罪。

「好，我會陪著他。」在眾人驚訝的目光中，女孩答應了。

-------------------------兩年後------------------------

在公園的躺椅上，男孩和女孩靜靜的坐著，輕柔的風撫過他們疲憊的心。
「為什麼喜歡我？」女孩開口了。

「能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。」男孩淡淡的說。

「如果有一天我有喜歡的人了，你會放我走嗎？」女孩說。

「我從來沒有綁住過妳，是妳自己不放自己走的。」男孩說。
沒有交談了，只有風吹動落葉的颯颯聲。

男孩說對了，兩年前在他醒來後，他就解除了約定，但女孩始終將自己綁在男孩身邊，她愧疚，因為她的一句玩笑話，毀了男孩的夢，男孩再也不能打籃球了。

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然而故事卻不會永遠都是好結局，女孩的心給了另一個人，沒有給肯為她付出一切的男孩。

「你為什麼當初要聽我的話！你怎麼那麼笨！」女孩跪倒在地上哭泣。

「我．．．．．．只是愛妳。」男孩說，伸手想將女孩扶起。
「我不要你的愛！」女孩甩開男孩的手。

「你的愛太強烈，害慘了我，你知不知道啊！你知不知道啊！」女孩歇斯底里的哭喊著。
「我．．．．．．」男孩說不出話來。

「為什麼是我！為什麼是我！你為什要愛上我！我討厭你這樣！我討厭！討厭！」女孩用盡所有力氣大聲嘶吼，轉身跑了出去。

女孩的愧疚太深，她沒辦法打開心結，她因為責任而留在男孩身邊，直到她喜歡上別人了，她再也不能忍受不能和喜歡的人在一起的日子，所以她崩潰了，然而也傷了男孩的心。

女孩使勁的跑，用力的跑，淚水模糊她的視線，心中的煩亂讓她沒看對她迎面駛來的卡車．．．．．．
「小心！」伴隨著警告，有人推開了她。

熟悉的碰撞聲響起，再一次，女孩回頭看，再一次的看見倒在殷紅的血泊中。

「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」男孩說，嘔出一口血，昏了過去。

「不要！」女孩受不了再一次的刺激，她尖叫，使盡所有力氣的尖叫。

「太遲了，肋骨插進內臟，內出血止不住，沒救了。」
「那麼年輕就．．．．．．難道真的沒辦法了嗎？」

醫院裡的人議論紛紛，句句傳入女孩的耳中，她的淚水決提，濕了她的襯衫。

如果她當初能理智一點就不會發生了，如果男孩不要愛上她就好了，她哭，哭的歇斯底里，因為這次男孩真的要離開她了，他現在只能等待死亡。

「我想妳應該進去看他．．．．．．」男孩的父親說，他的悲痛清楚的寫在臉上。

「好．．．．．．」女孩語不成聲，她只能不停的流淚。
女孩進了病房，見到男孩蒼白的臉，她淚水流的更兇。
「不要哭．．．．．．」男孩心疼的舉手擦拭女孩的淚。
「你好傻．．．．．．」女孩哭個不停。

「或許吧．．．．．．這個給妳．．．．．．」男孩張開緊握的手，一封沾了血的信。

「這是最後一封了，好好的看好嗎？」男孩說，眼角留下一滴淚。

「好．．．．．．」女孩接下那封信，清澈的淚水滴在信封上，混著暗紅乾涸的血。
「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」

這是男孩的最後一句話，他再也不能待在女孩身邊，他走了，女孩昏了過去。

『給最愛的妳：

愛上妳，多半是痛苦，我知道妳的心永遠不會交給我，可是我還是好愛好愛
妳．．．．．．

當初如果知道我的行為會讓妳無法自由的飛，我不會去做。
妳知道嗎？只要妳高興，我真的能為妳做任何事。

我知道當妳看這封信時，妳已經有喜歡的人了，放自己自由好嗎？

不要在強迫自己留在我身邊，我希望妳能活的快乐。

不要問我為什麼那麼傻。

能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。

我會一直守護著妳，因為妳是我最愛的人，我真的能為妳做任何事，不管過了多少年，我都不曾改變。』

女孩收起了信，她的淚水已經不再流下，男孩離開她已經五年了，五年的時光也讓她從一個年輕的女孩蛻變為成熟的女人。

女孩的命，是男孩救的，但女孩的心，自始自終都不曾落在男孩身上。

『能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。』

在蔚藍的天空裡，風裡似乎帶來男孩的低語。

女孩不能選擇，男孩也不能選擇，谁都不能選擇。

*is for you, No Doubt*

2008-09-24T22:19:00.001+08:00

JPJ sent me a LOVE letter.
Within one month,
If I didnt give him an answer,
He will continue send me again.
Stop Chasing me!!!!
Me & U is impossible..
*Sob Sob*

2008-09-24T00:27:00.002+08:00

Recently, I am busy with assignments
assignments and assignments.
Now, I shouldnt be here because submission of an assignment is tomolo.
since fren start asking why no updating?
I am here to update again.
Enjoy listening songs recently.
Enjoy listen to the lyrics.
感情不在了, 承诺还重要吗?
............................................

2008-09-18T20:00:00.007+08:00

Loo's siblings.
Loo Ko Sing ( Elder Sis )
Loo Ko Vui ( Second one, me )
Loo Ke Sheng ( Little Brother )
Hereby, I represented my siblings to wish
Our beloved Mom,
Happy Birthday!!

My mother
A woman which makes me,
Love & Hate.
I Love you
because you give birth to me,
try your best to give me the best life,
Holding my arm whenever we pass the road,
Try to cook foods that I like etc..
I Hate you
from the way you love me, you care me.
What I can say,
is you have chosen a wrong way to love me.

Ten years ago,
Poor me was admitted into hospital cause of the terrible headache.
During the period of time,
Evening until morning were my nightmare,
The terrible headache would start attacking me during that time.
From evening until the next day morning,
I was awake n cried for 5minutes cause of the pain,
5minutes later, I was tired until I slept.
5minutes later, I wake up n cried again.
Continuously..everyday running the same thing.
But I do not remember the pain now.
What I remember is,
the scenes of my mom crying beside my bed,
when she was looking at me being so suffering.
I knew she was trying to comfort me,
how much she hopes the one who lying there is her wasn't me.
Mom, I am sorry that I couldn't just stop crying,
I couldn't just stop making you crying.
My heart is still pain whenever I recalled those scenes.
I still remember one night in the hospital,
I woke up in the midnight,
I saw my mom was crying even more badly than usual,
she was hugging my dad and kept asking why this would happened?
I saw my dad's tears are dropping down silently.
The only thing he comforted my mom is hugging her tightly.
This all because the Miri doctor told my parents that I have brain cancer.
The next day, I was sent to Kuching hospital for further checking.
My parents is always by side.
After few days, report is out.
It claimed that I have no brain cancer,
is just the Miri hospital printer problem.
(WTF~stupid doctor~~made my parents worried)
After few days,
My little brother was only 2years old.
He been sent to Kuching hospital also,
because his lung got infection.
Wow, can imagine how tough are my parents going to all these?
How they handle all those feelings?
How they accept these challenges given by God?
The answer is,
Their heart is stayed together,
They support each other.
The face the fact together.
No matter how, dad is with mom & mom is with dad.
The LOVE between them.
Thank you Dad & Mom.
I am sorry for making you people worry always.
I couldn't tell you both face to face,
that how much I love you all.
I LOVE YOU.

xoxo,
Ah Wei @ Pang

2008-09-18T20:00:00.002+08:00

Why?
If you do not ask why,
Will you gonna understand what's going wrong?
If everyone can just ignore everything,
and delete the memories which they do not want to keep,
How nice would it be?
Why?
If you do ask why,
Will everything gonna be settled?
If everyone can just make clear with everything,
and only having those sweet memories which they wish to keep,
How nice would it be?
*A smile will take away everything?*
Is you brought me out from the dark..
Lending me shoulder whenever I need..
Stay with me in the night I collapsed..
Listen to me when I was sharing out..
Sending me ayangs, huggies, muaks..
The only person who knows so much about the thing is you..
Thanks for teaching me how to smile.
Maybe I just do not know what can makes me smile again..
I am just missing you..

2008-09-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

Since June, mind is set up to leave hometown.
Tired of been nagged early in the morning,
Tired of been shouted at the noon,
Tired of been pushed back home at the night.
I knew there are lies.
Whenever I ask, you will never admit.
Blaming me back for not paying attention,
when you talked to me.
Once again I am an adult,
not longer as pure as a kid.
I can differentiate what's lies & truth.
I still remember the night I ran away from house.
The night I collapsed. I broke down.
I just ignore to recall all those,
doesn't mean it won't flash back on my mind.
I used to ask a lot of why.
But now I won't ask anymore.
Cant just you be glad,
when the son is trying to protect you?
Everything will be stored in my heart again.
It will be stored as how it stored last time.
Forever..ever..

2008-09-17T00:03:00.002+08:00

" I thought I could walk better with my new shoes,

but why am I feeling the heavy steps?

*I am sorry*

Regrets would follow,

if one step mistaken.

Cares & loves are felt,

but my heart remains moveless.

Having another still in my heart, is unfair for you.

Our story would be end up as

::Hurt on you, Guilt on me"

2008-09-15T23:25:00.002+08:00

Snow mountain
Unbreakable one, Untouchable one.
For photographer, is a nice scene.
For mountain hiker, is challenging.
To be Photographer or Mountain hiker?
Decide yourself.

2008-09-14T23:34:00.001+08:00

Photos on Kat's wedding dinner.

2008-09-14T22:59:00.002+08:00

Once a heart is broken,
It will never recover anymore.
Even the pain is not there anymore,
but the scars are there.

No matter how i try to cover the scars,
there are still there.
They are together with me until the rest of my life.

Three simple words " I Love You "
means everything for me.
Three simple words : I Miss You "
means i really meant it.

2008-09-13T01:36:00.002+08:00

A night out with my nengs.
Dinner at the new opened korean restaurant which is located opposite Chunghua.
No comments for it because i dislike korean foods.
I found the food dun suit me at all.
I dislike the taste.
But the ladies enjoy it a lot..
Above are photos taken there.
The cup of tea is koren peach tea.
Nice one.. Couldnt stop myself drinking it.
After that, we went to Island, Secret Recipe, Terminal 1.
All is either full, no magarita and kitchen closed.
In the end, we proceed to Coco's.
Three pool games played with michelle, chris & sam
Is really quite tiring because of non stop~
Had Long Island Ice Tea (sucks)
Magarita is damn nice..Credit for it.
Okie. I need to stop coz i am quite tipsy.

2008-09-11T23:14:00.002+08:00

Tonight is a quite happy night.
After sent a fren home,
I was driving home safely.
When i reached home, dad & mom 's cars are not in.
Sis came out and told me mom's car "LAP" into a ditch,
somewhere near riam graveyard.
I faster jumped back to my car and speed to there.
I prayed my mom is okay.
when i reached there, my heart put down.
No harm to my mom, no damages to the car.
Is quite unlucky my mom this year.
For those loyal reader of my blog will knw that my mom's car tyre ever "BAM JET"
My dad's face was fucking black.
Above are photos to share with you all.

2008-09-10T23:38:00.002+08:00

10sept 2008 ( Kat & Yang's day )

The bride's name is Kat. (President of Neng)

I am in her Neng Gang.

There is still a lot photos.

Once collected, it will be uploaded.

Anyway, wish Kat & Yang

XinFu Mei Man.

2008-09-09T00:43:00.002+08:00

Being alone in the night,

Is really a sucks feeling.

The night is still young,

Its getting me look old.

I Love my Muk Muk.

The greenie pillow I'm hugging up there.

You are not alone,

You still have me, the owner.

Muk, stay by my side always ok?

I enjoy letting u ayang before I sleep.

You are always tat caring,

covering my eyes from the room light.

I Love the smell on you.

*sniff*

Mmm..Love You so mcuh baby.

2008-09-07T20:05:00.002+08:00

This is what we usually do!

Before we proceed to the clubs,

we always make ourself high in d house first.

E yo hey ya~

photos to share. Seems my blog no photos for ages.

2008-09-07T19:25:00.002+08:00

One look at you,
Is all it takes for me to fall in love all over again;
Something in your smile makes me feel things
I've never felt before,
It is as if I'm discovering you,
feeling love for the first time;
One kiss from you,
is all it takes to remind me how special you are to me,
how right we are for each other;
One touch from you,
is all it takes to make me forget the rest of the world!
*Troubles and cares seem to vanish when we hold each other close;
One night with you and I feel indescribably happy,
as though I've been given one of the most precious gift life has to offer
-->to love and be loved by you, being with you,
looking into your eyes, holding your hands, touching your cheeks,
is all it takes to convince me that
YOU DAZZLED ME WITH YOUR LOVE
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
my love,
I Love you
xoxo